I'm Back!

Wah been months since i last blog! Haha..Maybe because this few days, i'm busy over my work and also play! Been drinking damn alot recently but i think i'm gonna stop soon..Erm not say stop, but to drink less!

Work

Was damn busy..tons of project to do..In the office, i look like a idiot doing tons of project with less pay! SO angry la!

Friendship

Was so happy to have all my brother and sister with me now..I will not neglect this brother and sister of mine! I promise..

Relationship

Kinda stable nowadays..No longer the emo Alan like last time..There are times when both of us quarrel, but i was in blame for all cause because i never keep my promise to her. I promise her that i will never ever let her hand off..Gal..believe me hao ma? Now in my eye i wont have any other women if they are not you. Unless the girl is pretty den i see see look look awhile shouldn't be any problem right?

Gal...

I love you..I promise there will be no lies from me again...

Meant to be alone!

I will be gone 2 days later. I'm so tired of Singapore due to the relationship i had previously. Why must i keep suffering all alone when other just don't care? Hand was so swollen due to what i did earlier. This will be my last time doing such a stupid thing ever again. Take care to all my friends.

Road to Success!

This few days, i'm so busy doing my projects. The clients was like keep incoming. I think i will stop all the deal for the time being as we have tons of project to do. Need to wait till we finishing our project than continues with other new projects.

Life nowadays was so relaxing that i either slacking at home or outing with my bros and sister! Actually nothing much to update also, because nowadays also nothing special happening. Those gangster stuff, i wanna put one side..Wanna move on to my road of success! haha!

Yesterday went to boat quay with Eunice, Jenny, K2 and a group of friends who we know them from boat quay. Was drinking at 7987 but i dont actually like the environment there as the place there was like so small and hardly for me to walk around. Didnt get drunk yesterday because i drank really very less. I dont really enjoy at boat quay yesterday, and i found it kinda bored, so i decided to went home early while k2 they all dont know going where.

Now in my mind, the only thing i want is to earn as much money as possible. Wanna own a car so i can be able to travel around freely without worrying about cab fare.

Ok time to look at the forum now as i posted a error that i faced while installing Joomla in my mac. Bye!

New computer..

I'm so happy! Want to know why? Because this is the first time i buy laptop using my own money! Haha..And also kinda happy that i getting more and more project recently. Wanna close more deal and earn as much money as possible!

I love my macbook pro 15.4 inch so much! And i even make it a dual OS so i can be able to play game using my macbook too! Wahaha..i can read EXE file! So nice right?

Keep going to boat quay nowadays as Kelvin last day at speed working, and tons of reason. Haha..now i'm no longer as emo as perviously! Been trying to control myself recently, actually there's time when i really feel like busting out but lucky enough..I'm good at controlling! Haha! Now i also dont wanna care so much anymore! Now the only thing i wanna care is my career! Think i'm going to bathe now..den after that decide what to do. Bye all!

Back to update

I'm back to update my blog now. Was kinda busy the past few days due to my 2 project that the clients asked for. Fully flash website and blogshop. This is just my starting, after i complete this 2 projects, i believe there are more to come.

Mother, thanks for fully supporting me. I know you willing to fork out money to help me setup a company, but now isn't the time for me yet. Because i still leak of experience in this line. But i believe that, after few more project and i'm very familiar with it i don't mind risk it.

Everything went quite smoothly this few days/weeks. Nothing actually happen..Relaxing, chit chatting with friends or maybe chill out with buddy. I find myself a grown up guy due to the thinking of mine started to change. I'm no longer like last time who only know how to fight, play and hanging around doing nothing. The only thing i hope now is that i can be able to become a successful person.

A friend of mine yesterday said me in msn.."Alan, stop emo-ing over relationship. I still got alot of aims in life, what for coz of a relationship that cause my aim to lost their way?"

Ya what for coz of a relationship make my pathway so difficult? I can still be able to enjoy my life like what i did this past few days. Why am i keep running away from her whereby i did nothing wrong? Why am i so stupid to suffer all this while? The only thing i want to focus now is my project. I must complete it and making sure that my clients is going to be happy with my work! Jiayou Alan!

Hi all, i'm back!

Its 2010 now! And say good bye to 2009!

Been sometime since i last blog, quite happening nowadays. I also dont know how and wat to say. Life nowadays was so freaking boring and lonely! Kinda hate this kind of life! My life nowadays really went up and down. Emotion may change alot of times everyday. I was hoping that the year 2010 is the year that i can put my past away and move on to my bright future. But i juz cant put everything behind! The stupid thing will keep flashing in my mind every single hour.

Been drinking damn alot nowadays. Drunk is the only thing that happen to me on my everyday routine. But wat can i do? Hope my day becoming much better after few days..

Gonna have a neat haircut soon =D

Tomorrow or after tomorrow, i'm going to have a neat hair cut. Most likely will be short hair. Gonna say bye to my ah beng's hair style.

Today i'm damn tired! Want to know why? Started from yesterday, yesterday went to buy my formal shirt, pant and leather shoes. After that travel all the way from bugis to pasir ris to meet my friend. After that, went to meet Jeff because Jenny and Siquan went to look for him. Went to boat quay after meeting my brothers and sister. Erm..the night consider enjoy? Or? Can say half half? After everything, i went home alone..Ya..alone again..haha..By the time i reached home, it was already 7.30am! At 11am, my sister woke me up because i need to go bai bai at bedok! OMG..Was sooooo dead tired!

Was wondering why my life nowadays was so fuck up? Alot of problems pop up, and i need to settle and face it all alone! I dont know i can tolerate until when before i collapse. I really need someone there to give me a moral support, but too bad there isn't anyone..

Lazy to type..think i gonna rest awhile more! Bye!