i'm back!

I'm back from so long recovering! Was lying on my bed this past few days due to the injury i got from Boat Quay! Was quite boring!

Yesterday went to boat quay once again, and was like so bored! Drank until 4am and i cannot took the tiredness anymore, and decided to go home. Was abit sick yesterday, headache during the night!

I really dont wish to study anymore! Was so stress while studying. And somemore i totally dont have any mood to study anymore! The only thing i hope to do now is..finding a job as soon as possible! Get my paid and relax! Haha..I dont mind doing the same things over and over again, as i know working life will bored!

Unlucky day

I can say, yesterday was a very unlucky day for me!

Broken nose~

Nose bleeding~

Head bleeding~

Mouth got cuts~

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Its very pain..but not as pain as my heart! My heart hurt the most! Its the end...

Assignment fever!

Now i'm going to draw my AON (Activity On Node) for my Project Management! Haha..I really hate doing assignment! Hope to finish my studying life as fast as possible!

Today been staying at home the whole day..Erm actually not really staying at home the whole day, i did went to Hougang mall..The reason for me to travel to Hougang mall was to buy comic! Haha..lame right? But no choice, yesterday is the day when it release my fav comic.

I want to play Aion! I really cant wait to get it started! But first of all i need to finish everything that i need to do for my school! If not i dont think i can be able to play! Oh ya..change to desktop too! I dont want to play game using my laptop again!

This few days, i'm kinda happy! Haha dont ask me why because i myself also dont know why! Today is Friday, and i'm going to enjoy myself! Oh ya..just now when i'm surfing the net, a sweater and a vest caught my eye! And doesn't cost alot! I decide to buy both of them! Woot really love it alot!

Guys please give me some comment please! Leave a tag for me..If i buy the vest..Can i go with a jean or need a pant? If i go with a jean, do it look odd? I'm kinda stress because i never wear a vest before! Really thanks if u all give me some comment..Thanks! And oh ya..Above the 2 vest, which of them u all prefer? =D Thanks!

Assignment sucks!

This few days was a very relaxing day to me! So happy!

I just reach home not ago from school, was so stress over my assignment nowadays because my due date of my assignment reaching soon! Was so stress! I need to finish my 3 assignment within 20 days time! I really need to work extra harder right now! How i wish there is someone beside me and give me a moral support! Haha!

Oh yeah pearlyn's birthday just pass few days ago, and felt kinda sorry for not going over to her mini birthday's party at boat quay. Because during that time, i was like dead drunk la! Haha..! Coz was keep drinking drinking and drinking!

I set a goal for myself this month..And the goal is..I gonna finish off all my assignment this month! Woot! Guys do wish me luck ok? Today is Monday and yet there still got tons of people asking me whether i got go boat quay anot..Arlow guys..today is Monday and how am i suppose to go boat quay during Monday when Tuesday i still need to go to school!

Later i need to do my Project Management assignment, omg it was so damn hard ok! Guys if u got any rough idea for that assignment..please feel free to give me a call and teach me what to do! I will be happy like hell! =D

So happy nowadays, and hope my happiness wont go away so fast! Happiness keep me going on!

Peaceful Day~

Today been staying at home the whole day! Haha..actually plan to go national library, but coz of certain reason ended up didnt go.

Febby juz called me:

Febby: Alan..U finally pick up my phone, been trying to contact u since 2 to 3 days ago!

Me: Oh sorry, u finding me for?

Febby: Wat happen to u? Why didnt attend lesson? Something bother u?

Me: Erm nothing serious..and thank you for your concern.

Febby: And hows ur assignment? Due date arriving soon. So u ready?

Me: Ah..kinda sianz sia..damn stress. Nowadays too many stuff stuck in my brain and make me lose control of my brain!

Febby: Relax..why not tomorrow u come to school? Tml no lesson but me and Fendy will be studying at school. U come and look for us, we will try to help u ok?

Me: Omg..Febby thanks so much! Thanks for helping me!

Febby and Fendy..really thanks for showing me both of your caring. I really never regret knowing both of you as my friends! I think without both of ya, i dont think i can really cope up with my school work and assignment.

Today i had been spending quite a happy and peaceful day at home! =D Although nothing special, but i juz very happy la! Erm..ya very happy..

I wanna say sorry to K2, coz he been asking me out this 2 days, but i keep rejecting him. Coz i really dont have any mood to go too far away from my house..Really very sorry!

Omg, im still coughing! Really hate this virus so much! I think thats all for today, and gonna relax abit coz tml i muz 100% go to school as i already promise Febby! Nite all!

Well well well..

Its 4.15am right now, and i'm still awake! i dont know why nowadays during the wee hour and i'm alway very awake. I think i need to try and sleep no matter what because tomorrow i'm going to National Library at Bugis alone. Yes alone again..Already use to it.

I notice i really cant be able to study at home. I will either sleep, watch pps or playing games! OMG! Btw this afternoon when i was looking around Youtube, i found 1 interesting game that caught my attention. The game call Aion. I want to play la! Haha..I gonna play that Aion online right after my exam or after i found myself a job.

I got tons of things to do right after my exam. And the things are:

Build a new CPU for myself. (Sick of laptop)

Looking for a stable job.

Meet new people.

Anger Management. (No choice because when i start working, i need to control my temper.)

Oh ya, did i mention enjoy before starting of work?

Play Aion Online!

But of course, first of all i need to study for my exam and also finish up my assignment too! Nowadays i really very stress over my assignment. Whenever i'm sleeping, i still can dream of my assignment! I think i'm overstress!

Ok guess now i really need to try and sleep..Oh i need to take my medicine before sleeping! Damn, been coughing for about 5 days! Kinda sick of coughing right now! Hope by tomorrow i can be able to recover! Night guys!

Boat Quay Riverside!

This morning while i'm sitting along the riverside of Boat Quay, something flash in my mind..

When i look in the river, i saw reflection of the moon.

When i look up to the dark sky, i saw tons of shining star surround the moon.

When i look straight along the riverside, i notice it was so deserted.

When i look around me, i notice i was all alone.

When i was alone, i notice i think and start missing you.

When i start missing you, i started to remember the scene earlier.

Finally something caught my attention.

And the something was a cat.

The cat was sitting alone on the chair watching my tears flowing out from my eye.

I was relieved because i notice, i'm not the only one alone.

After a short while later..

The cat's partner arrived and sit beside he/her.

I'm back to alone once again.

虽然很努力练习着忘记
我的心却还没答应可以放弃了你
说好要忘记偏偏又想起

原来我的心还没有答应放弃了你
真的对不起虽然曾经答应了你

我却还没答应我自己
却又如何真的不爱你