Friday nite and im still at home!

OMG today is Friday and yet im still at home! Grr!! Haha..Bo bianz, been overspent last month. And this month i need to be guai kia staying at home. Actually also not that bad staying at home because i can get to do my assignment. OMG I hate doing assignment, it really stress me out sia! Hope u can be able to finish all my assignment on time!

Been coughing this past few days. Was seriously sick ok!? My forehead was like .. so pain la! Damn it..The pain really destroy my day sia! At night before sleep, cough like crazy. Early in the morning after wake up, forehead hurt till i felt like banging the wall!

I so feel to go boat quay today la! Grr..But i must control! I believe that i can be able to control myself! Felt like knocking on the pig's head lor! Haha..

Oh Jovin mei ah..ur birthday just pass..Hope u enjoy ur day ok? Wow ur birthday really make me broke leh! My birthday, im gonna make sure that its my turn to make u broke! =P Haha!

Erm..ok nothing more to type liao..Now i gonna rest awhile..and after that carry on with my assignment! Hope everyone enjoy their Friday's night!

Woke up from my lala land

Today i was so sick! Fever + coughing = ruin my day!

Im so hungry right now..Today the whole day, i only ate 1 meal. And now im suffering from gastric pain!

What to blog..

Ok i dont wanna blog anything abt me today! Only know that my heart will becoming very sour if i mention things about me..

Nong!

Nong ah nong! Please stop doing those stupid thing to yourself ok? I know you promise me that it gonna be the first and also the last time. But as ur kor, i still afraid that you will still do the foolish thing over again next time. You are still young, and i told you before..you still got a bright future ahead waiting for you! Dont because of a tree give up a forest ok? And i know you can do it..If you think you are making the wrong decision, why not take this wrong decision as a lesson? If you felt sorry for what you had done, why not treating this as your lesson? Life faces ups and downs..Dont alway get so emo that easily ok? U got tons of good friends, family members and us! We alway be there for u understand?!

K2!

Bro ah bro..I know recently u are feeling super down because of Jenny. What things you had done already done. The only thing u can do now is to face it and try to fix it! I know you are very strong! U will overcome any problem that you face! Bro..If u need a listening ear..Please feel free to look for me ok? Bro forever!

Jenny!

Sister! Woot! Sister orh la orh la..dont cry ok? Saw u cried at speed really broke my heart u know! And trust me..K2 really change! I know u can feel it, is juz that u dont wanna accepted it am i right? Sister..Why not..juz give him 1 last chance? I know u very xingu, coz actually u wanna hold his hand, hug and kiss him. But because of the incident, u force urself to stop. Nvm..Juz sit back and watch hw he change ok? If he dont change..i gonna whack his ass for u ok? =D

Clarence!

Ah bro! Haha..Everytime u may appear that you are strong. But actually you're not! I know you are down over your ex gf..But u juz dont wanna tell me everything! T_T So sad..Dont drink so much! You been spending on drinking this few weeks! Did u notice? Save all the money la bro! We may not know each other for a very long times, but i alway treated u as my good bro..(although sometime kinda jealous over u haha!)

Zhu Kai!

Stupid la u! Find a job la! OMG! I believe you told me that u already try your best looking for a job, but i want you to add in more effort! You are no longer single like last time! U still need to taking care of your son! Juz look for any job with any income first! You hor..need to keep rushing u de leh! KNS! Better go and look for a job hor!

Vans!

Vans ah..U ah..alway think of earning fast cash! Grr..U also muz control ur spending la! U spend too much on your car liao! How about ur son!? I miss ur son soo much. T_T Dont know when den can i be able to see him again! But he juz dont let me carry him la! Grr! Ok serious..Vans..try to carry with the job u have now and dun keep driving around with ur car la! Ur son also need more of ur attention understand?!

Jeff!

Erm..U ah..Stop flirting around la! Bro ah bro! Actually i also cannot say u, coz i also almost the same as u but of course not as fortune as u la! Haha..Job gonna start liao right?! Work harder and earn more money ok?! Jia you!

Alex!

Brother! MIA ah! Ask u out, u keep telling me cannot! I know u need to save money for your daughter, but not asking u out to drink la! Ask u out for some simple dinner la! I really miss the day when we alway hanging around together! Havoc together! Haha..But i know the day wont be arrive again as u got ur own family to take care of. Jia u ok?!

Puay Yong!

This is the most xinfu guy among us. Haha..Jia you with ur study ba..and dont miss me ah..lol!

Yiting!

Haiz..actually got alot of things to say u de leh! But..think i dont have the right to say u. Juz wanna remind u something. Muz alway be happy understand? Must alway remember..try to enjoy and fill ur happiness day by day. I know its hard for u because only *important person* can fill ur happiness. But..Haiz..Jia you ba..hope ur right man will arrive to u soon! Will be praying for u!

What i should be doing!

How do i walk away from someone i love

And take the road of friend;

Can i reroute the course i have taken and start over once again?

I dont really want to let u go, but inside me i know i must.

The times you've left, my heart says stay but..its my mind i must trust.

We have share alot of problem together,

Laughter, emotion and ever tears.

Yet sometimes we cant turn back time

We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal.

I know one day you will be happy

And your soulmate u will find;

May life be gentle with u.

May God's best come ur way.

And on some quiet tml

You will be realize, thins were better this way.

Home sweet home..

Erm..today timing was kinda pack..Haha..Actually nothing much happen also..

Morning pack my bedroom as i find it quite messy..And i think i cannot tahan the messy liao..so choose to clean up before i went out.

Trying to repaired my other laptop as i found out that..it spoil again! OMG..Yes again! But this time i can 100% confirm that, it was the graphic card that make my laptop stop working..If i really wanna repair it, it will cost me bomb! At least 400 bucks!

At around 3.30pm, went to fetch my granny..I brought my granny to the soup restaurant and eat. I already promise her that i will treat her when her birthday arrive. After finish eating..me and my granny was chit chatting and smoking at her house's void deck. Haha..

Around 6pm..meet her for dinner..as she was so damn lazy to buy food outside. After finish eating, we chit chat for awhile. Erm..after that she accompany me to the comic shop, while walking toward the comic shop..I keep disturbing her until she cannot tahan..Haha..damn funny la..Oh ya..in the end, we played L4D at the raider until 12 midnight! OMG..lol..

After that..

Home sweet home!

I wanna add on something..Hey! My mooncake leh! T_T

Was hungry and yet i dont wanna go down and buy food because i dont wanna see couple walking around in front of me again..Kinda hate that feeling sia..

Ok ba..kinda lazy to carry on blogging..see ya..tata

time flies!

Wow now its 6.35am and yet i still didnt sleep. I juz dont know why am i still so awake? I dun feel sleepy at all. Erm..Haha..maybe too use of night life? I'm so lonely..Haiz..i been lonely for 2 years close to 3, but i still cant use to it. While i was eating outside alone, i saw a few couples was holding hand and walking around right in front of me. I was so envy. Wondering when is my chance to hold my gf's hand walking around. The night for today was so lonely and peacefully. The wind was so calm that make me feel like walking around at the garden locate near my house.

In my 24 years..i was hurt 3 times. I must promise myself not to get hurt once again. I must try to stand up no matter what! I got tons of buddy who is supporting me right now, and also 2 lovely jie and 1 cute aunty. I mustn't let them worry about me anymore! I'm still young, and i got ton of chances to find true love. I will learn my mistake from failure.

Ok..time for me to sleep because i got lesson later..see ya all =D

give up

Juz back from my house nearby coffeeshop not long ago. Why i went to coffeeshop? Haha..no no..not drinking..was drinking coffee with Zhu Kai and Vans. Both of them travel to my house downstair juz to chit chat with me. Haha..But juz now both of them like..erm..quarrel ba..Luckily got me! Haha..I'm juz like a waterhose that can clear away the fire! +D

I know its time for me to give up. I muz really make up my mind. Yes i gave up!

Tml Friday! Go drink anyone? =P

Time for me to relax..see ya..

Im fine..

Happy memories always pass so quickly. When happy is gone, sadness will arrive. But no matter how sad i am, i believe that i will still overcome it. But one thing to be true and that is, i dont think i will fallen in love so easily now. I will be back to be one that really make myself happy. My own business and that is flirt~ I now believe in Kama, because i already got my Kama. I know the road ahead going to be quite a tough road but i still need to walk to the end. And yes, i believe i can..

Actually this coming Friday i got planning..but planning change..And change to what? Of course change to drink la~ Haha..no need to say..

I believe i will be fine in the short while..

wahoo..

Ok first of all..Nong! Happy birthday! Hope u enjoy ur birthday this year! Haha i know i abit too late..but leh, after ur birthday i was abit sick tat is why now den i blog. +D

We went to Speed (Boat Quay) and celebrate Nong's birthday. Actually did enjoy at Nong's birthday but also emo at the same time. I never show it up because i dont wanna spoil all the people's mood. After tat..same old thing happen..went to riverside alone again. Haha..Lucky during that day, nothing happen at boat quay..Haha..

Yesterday was quite a happy day for me..haha..secret for been happy..but i did enjoy myself la..Haha..cook coke chicken..watch drama..i know it may sound normal..but for me..kinda happy..

Juz now i had a weird dream. Guess wat did i dream of? OMG..in my dream..suddenly got tons of police knocking on my door. Den i saw Terrence was with them. The police asked me out and wanna question me. The first question they ask..Did u go to AMK this few days? Are u ast? LOL! I was like blur blur la! Den kanna handcraft up the van..WTH this kind of dream..OMG..

OMG..keep coughing! Damn it la!

Later need to go and have my haircut..This time no more ah beng hairstyle. Because i need to look for decent job soon and need to have a decent haircut. Bye to my long hair.. and bye to my dye hair =(