Forever Lonely!

I'm Back!

2010-04-16T01:11:00.002+08:00

Wah been months since i last blog! Haha..Maybe because this few days, i'm busy over my work and also play! Been drinking damn alot recently but i think i'm gonna stop soon..Erm not say stop, but to drink less!

Work

Was damn busy..tons of project to do..In the office, i look like a idiot doing tons of project with less pay! SO angry la!

Friendship

Was so happy to have all my brother and sister with me now..I will not neglect this brother and sister of mine! I promise..

Relationship

Kinda stable nowadays..No longer the emo Alan like last time..There are times when both of us quarrel, but i was in blame for all cause because i never keep my promise to her. I promise her that i will never ever let her hand off..Gal..believe me hao ma? Now in my eye i wont have any other women if they are not you. Unless the girl is pretty den i see see look look awhile shouldn't be any problem right?

Gal...

I love you..I promise there will be no lies from me again...

Meant to be alone!

2010-02-07T15:41:00.002+08:00

I will be gone 2 days later. I'm so tired of Singapore due to the relationship i had previously. Why must i keep suffering all alone when other just don't care? Hand was so swollen due to what i did earlier. This will be my last time doing such a stupid thing ever again. Take care to all my friends.

Road to Success!

2010-01-23T20:26:00.002+08:00

This few days, i'm so busy doing my projects. The clients was like keep incoming. I think i will stop all the deal for the time being as we have tons of project to do. Need to wait till we finishing our project than continues with other new projects.

Life nowadays was so relaxing that i either slacking at home or outing with my bros and sister! Actually nothing much to update also, because nowadays also nothing special happening. Those gangster stuff, i wanna put one side..Wanna move on to my road of success! haha!

Yesterday went to boat quay with Eunice, Jenny, K2 and a group of friends who we know them from boat quay. Was drinking at 7987 but i dont actually like the environment there as the place there was like so small and hardly for me to walk around. Didnt get drunk yesterday because i drank really very less. I dont really enjoy at boat quay yesterday, and i found it kinda bored, so i decided to went home early while k2 they all dont know going where.

Now in my mind, the only thing i want is to earn as much money as possible. Wanna own a car so i can be able to travel around freely without worrying about cab fare.

Ok time to look at the forum now as i posted a error that i faced while installing Joomla in my mac. Bye!

New computer..

2010-01-17T19:34:00.002+08:00

I'm so happy! Want to know why? Because this is the first time i buy laptop using my own money! Haha..And also kinda happy that i getting more and more project recently. Wanna close more deal and earn as much money as possible!

I love my macbook pro 15.4 inch so much! And i even make it a dual OS so i can be able to play game using my macbook too! Wahaha..i can read EXE file! So nice right?

Keep going to boat quay nowadays as Kelvin last day at speed working, and tons of reason. Haha..now i'm no longer as emo as perviously! Been trying to control myself recently, actually there's time when i really feel like busting out but lucky enough..I'm good at controlling! Haha! Now i also dont wanna care so much anymore! Now the only thing i wanna care is my career! Think i'm going to bathe now..den after that decide what to do. Bye all!

Back to update

2010-01-08T12:22:00.003+08:00

I'm back to update my blog now. Was kinda busy the past few days due to my 2 project that the clients asked for. Fully flash website and blogshop. This is just my starting, after i complete this 2 projects, i believe there are more to come.

Mother, thanks for fully supporting me. I know you willing to fork out money to help me setup a company, but now isn't the time for me yet. Because i still leak of experience in this line. But i believe that, after few more project and i'm very familiar with it i don't mind risk it.

Everything went quite smoothly this few days/weeks. Nothing actually happen..Relaxing, chit chatting with friends or maybe chill out with buddy. I find myself a grown up guy due to the thinking of mine started to change. I'm no longer like last time who only know how to fight, play and hanging around doing nothing. The only thing i hope now is that i can be able to become a successful person.

A friend of mine yesterday said me in msn.."Alan, stop emo-ing over relationship. I still got alot of aims in life, what for coz of a relationship that cause my aim to lost their way?"

Ya what for coz of a relationship make my pathway so difficult? I can still be able to enjoy my life like what i did this past few days. Why am i keep running away from her whereby i did nothing wrong? Why am i so stupid to suffer all this while? The only thing i want to focus now is my project. I must complete it and making sure that my clients is going to be happy with my work! Jiayou Alan!

Hi all, i'm back!

2010-01-03T22:43:00.003+08:00

Its 2010 now! And say good bye to 2009!

Been sometime since i last blog, quite happening nowadays. I also dont know how and wat to say. Life nowadays was so freaking boring and lonely! Kinda hate this kind of life! My life nowadays really went up and down. Emotion may change alot of times everyday. I was hoping that the year 2010 is the year that i can put my past away and move on to my bright future. But i juz cant put everything behind! The stupid thing will keep flashing in my mind every single hour.

Been drinking damn alot nowadays. Drunk is the only thing that happen to me on my everyday routine. But wat can i do? Hope my day becoming much better after few days..

Gonna have a neat haircut soon =D

2009-12-20T21:30:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow or after tomorrow, i'm going to have a neat hair cut. Most likely will be short hair. Gonna say bye to my ah beng's hair style.

Today i'm damn tired! Want to know why? Started from yesterday, yesterday went to buy my formal shirt, pant and leather shoes. After that travel all the way from bugis to pasir ris to meet my friend. After that, went to meet Jeff because Jenny and Siquan went to look for him. Went to boat quay after meeting my brothers and sister. Erm..the night consider enjoy? Or? Can say half half? After everything, i went home alone..Ya..alone again..haha..By the time i reached home, it was already 7.30am! At 11am, my sister woke me up because i need to go bai bai at bedok! OMG..Was sooooo dead tired!

Was wondering why my life nowadays was so fuck up? Alot of problems pop up, and i need to settle and face it all alone! I dont know i can tolerate until when before i collapse. I really need someone there to give me a moral support, but too bad there isn't anyone..

Lazy to type..think i gonna rest awhile more! Bye!

Erm..getting close..

2009-12-17T15:20:00.002+08:00

Ok first of all..I would like to say..My family business getting worst! And i may ended up supporting myself! OMG..means wont be going bq often as i need to learn and support myself.

I'm very busy nowadays because over my personal problems. Need to settle tons of things..omg..i'm so broke now! Now what i need to do is, put everything (eg. relationship, friendship, family) aside and concentrate on my stuff. As i'm running out of time!

I'm so tired right now..There is no one beside me supporting me..Was very very very tired..i may fall anytime..My mother asked me to go back and help out with my dad, but i rejected. Not i dont want, but i really dont know what to do even i work under my dad's company. Really hope that is someone special beside me and letting me lean. But this is just a wish..

Grr suddenly something pop up and i'm very stress..need to settle it first...

blog blog and blog~

2009-12-15T21:35:00.002+08:00

Sooo bloody long never update my blog after i finish my exam. Nowadays also nothing serious happen..Drink..at home sleep, PPS.. Nothing much also..

Actually something happen to my family business. Actually was quite shocked after know wat is happening. I gonna depending on myself in the future..Was so excited..My sister they all said, how am i gonna survive without my parent's support. I'm so excited about depending on myself! =D

Nowadays alot of girls hate me alot. I dont blame them for hating me because its my fault. Just hope they learn their lesson from me..never even trust a guy so much! I also dont know wat to type..Nothing more to type..i think i gonna rest awhile..

No mood~

2009-12-07T03:43:00.002+08:00

Today i'm so moody~ No mood to do anything, maybe today is the 7th ba..I notice something that's strange..Want to know why?

Wondering why everything that happen to me alway occur on the 7th? So coincident? 8 years ago on the 7th is the date when me and my ex girlfriend been together. 8 years later, 7th also the date when i said bye to her. The her not referring to my ex. I hate to said bye to her..but i had no choice..Just hope that she will be happy and know how to take care of herself. Hope she can find someone will force her to eat medicine when she's sick as she really hate taking medicine. Who will entertain her to the lanshop killing zombie, accompany her drinking when she wanna relax because she like to go out and relax after loads of work. Listen to her complain because she loves to complain about her work due to her manager. Pretending to sleep when she was sad, because she dun really cry when there is someone beside her looking at her. Let her bite, because she love to bite very randomly. Listen to her crap because she crap alot. And tolerate her everything~

I have change..Change to someone tat dun trust love..And also change to someone that i use to be..My sister keep telling me.. "Boy, please dun do stupid things. I know u been hurt, but dun because of u been hurt and u hurt some others. Remember, KAMA this word." Yes i do believe in KAMA, but what to do? In order to stop other from hurting me, i need to do it my way and ignore KAMA. Yesterday at boat quay, i do alot of nonsense by flirting around. I tot i will feel happy by doing so, but its not!

Tomorrow is my web engineering exam, and i still dont have any mood to study. But no matter what, i will try my very best in my exam.

Actually, in my mind i was thinking of leaving Singapore and go back to Taiwan. Why am i still here and keep thinking of her? I will be enjoying myself when i'm back from Taiwan. Be those rich kid and spoil by the parent. Driving around and woo gals. This idea keep flashing in my mind almost everyday!

I miss u, but do u miss me? I dun think u will be missing me as u are busying missing someone that u love. I do really hope to see u, but i know i should hold myself back. When i'm not around, please take good care of urself. I will try to forget u because this is the task i need to do. When one day we really coincident to see each other on the road, i hope i can still holding back my feeling towards you.

Just now i said bye to you when u are sleepy..Now i would like to say..Bye to u again..Bye..

Exam fever..

2009-12-05T02:03:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow will be my first exam this sem..And the module is ISE (Information System Engineering). The module which i kinda hate it. Today i didnt attend school to meet Febby they all for study session due to certain reason. But i heard from Febby that some student failed their ISE assignment which really freak me out! I hope i'm not one of them who fail! I really grow tiring day by day studying..Hope my study end fast!

There are tons of event incoming during my exam period. But too bad i cant attend, as i mention earlier i'm having exam!

Tonight, i'm not going to sleep as i need to study real hard for my tomorrow exam. OMG i'm out of cig! Need to go down and buy but kinda waste of time! Brought 3 cans of redbull to keep myself awake through the whole endless night.

Been study past year exam paper this few days, hope it really work. If tomorrow exam didnt come out any question that i had studied this past few days, i think i'm going to find the tallest building in Singapore and act like a superman!

I wanna rest awhile more before entering the study mode..Was so damn tiring looking at words..Oh ya! Damn i had lost my spectacular! The words now i'm looking was like so damn blur! Actually my sis asked me to buy a new spec, but i dont really want to because my exam end at 8th! So what for wasting the money am i right?

Think around 3 pus close to 4, i'm going downstair to the 7-11 and buy cig. Tomorrow i still need to smoke so what for wait for tomorrow? I also need to give myself sometime and relax..stay away from books too..! My table full of bullshit now! Ok time to entering study mode! Bye and good luck to me!

Woot got back my lappy!

2009-12-02T00:18:00.002+08:00

I juz got back my lappy..But Sony service quite suck! Want to know why?

Reason:

Sent my lappy to service since 18 Nov, and now its 1st Dec..They told me it only took 3 to 5 working days to repair my laptop but ended up wait for weeks! And yesterday i called them and told them whether my laptop is ready to collect? They said they cant find any problem, so i told them the problem..They replied me that since if i said the problem was right, means i need to change my whole mother board which cost me about 1k plus! I was shocked and in my mind was thinking.."WTH! You dare to change my motherboard without knowing/checking the true reason why my laptop ended in this situation?" Screw it la! So i said nvm i gonna collect it back without changing my laptop's motherboard, but just set it as default stage! After that he said he will give me a sms to collected it by yesterday. So i waited the whole afternoon and no sms from them! So this early after i called them up and asked them. They replied me that they gonna sms me again by 2 to 3pm for collection. So i wait and wait..when the time strike 5 and still no news from them! So i called them again and asked. They said by 7 i can be able to collect, but before i collect, i need to call them and ask them whether its ready or not! So i called them when its 7pm, but no one ans the bloody call! Ended up i went there without notice them as i called alot of times. When i reached there, i asked them..Guess what they said? They said my laptop is ready to collect and it already arrived very long ago! I was so piss off during that time! The service sucks to the hell la!

Kinda happening the past few days..

Found that friendship cant really be trust..

Food poisoning

Drunk..

Ok thats all..kinda lazy to post..bye all!

Computer!

2009-11-25T12:20:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to K2's house to help him and Jenny with their computer stuff. Woot..repair until 12 plus am and lucky enough and took my last bus home. When i'm on the bus, i notice i was doing nothing because i dont have anything that can entertain me with me! Oh no..started to think alot of rubbish since i had nothing to do on the bus! Thinking of my past..Kind of interesting past i had before! Haha..I really go through alot..

Later i need to travel all the way to my sister's company and help her repairing her company's computer! Oh..the time is kinda pack sia..because i still got alot of things to do =( But what to do..she's my sister..if i dont help her..who am i gonna help? Haha..

at the cinema..Haha..omg..so Yesterday me and K2 planning to watch movie..haha..only he and me..both of us gonna en en ai ai digesting..haha!

I'm still waiting for my lappy to return back to me! I miss my lappy so much! Oh please! Return it back to me as soon as possible can? I really cant do alot of things without my lappy with me! =(

My Vaio lappy was in the hospital =(

2009-11-24T00:39:00.002+08:00

I wont be blogging this few days due to my lappy was in the hospital. My graphic card was burn and need to replace it with a new card, so no other choice but send to the service center. Now i'm using my old laptop which was kinda sux. And due to my HP lappy video card was down too, i can be able to on my comp for certain limit of times only. After that i cant be able to use for days because it will give me 3 long beep and 2 short beep error sound when i start my HP laptop.

I finally make a final decision 2 days ago. Guess this is the right decision for me. I know it's too sudden but i have no other choice! Been really down this past few days, but no matter wat happen, i believe that i can still overcome it! I just need to back to my normal routine that i had been last time. For those who know me well sure know what is my routine. I know back to that routine was kinda..erm..crazy? LOL!

Nowadays, alot of people really concern me alot..i can see and feel that. My two sister keep showing me that they care of me no matter what. Because this few days, i keep close myself in the bedroom after i'm back from outside..Den both of my sister will gently knock on my door and enter the room, sit beside me and asked me whether i'm ok? I know i'm hot temper when they asked me softly, but i just cant be able to control it, but they understand my feeling..they never scolded me when i vent my anger on them or showing my attitude..they juz telling me softly that they will wait for me to tell them about my problem if i feel the time is right to tell them. Both my jie..thanks =D

Now my blood becoming very cold..haha..Actually i dont mind to be a cold hearted guy as been a cold hearted guy wont hurt myself =D

I really hate the feeling of been alone..But guess its fated that i need to be alone. No matter how hard i tried, the final answer will ended up with disappointment. And i notice..been a good guy will really ended up get nothing in return, so what for been such a good guy? Been a bad guy will be the best..

This few days, i notice i really neglect my brotherhood alot..I really very sorry abt that..i wont blame u all guys if you all angry with me, as i know..not worth to forgive me..and i also wont ask for forgiveness. I know u all may look fine in front of me..or u all forgive me..but deep in my heart, i juz cant be able to forgive myself..

Think i'm back to 4 to 5 years ago.. Whatever things happen..i will need to face it all alone..cried alone when i faced something that i cant be able to solved. Vent anger on the wall or some other stranger..I deserve it..

I swear..i wont trust other so easily..

Take care..

i'm back!

2009-11-16T01:34:00.002+08:00

I'm back from so long recovering! Was lying on my bed this past few days due to the injury i got from Boat Quay! Was quite boring!

Yesterday went to boat quay once again, and was like so bored! Drank until 4am and i cannot took the tiredness anymore, and decided to go home. Was abit sick yesterday, headache during the night!

I really dont wish to study anymore! Was so stress while studying. And somemore i totally dont have any mood to study anymore! The only thing i hope to do now is..finding a job as soon as possible! Get my paid and relax! Haha..I dont mind doing the same things over and over again, as i know working life will bored!

Unlucky day

2009-11-08T03:18:00.003+08:00

I can say, yesterday was a very unlucky day for me!

Broken nose~

Nose bleeding~

Head bleeding~

Mouth got cuts~

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Its very pain..but not as pain as my heart! My heart hurt the most! Its the end...

Assignment fever!

2009-11-06T01:31:00.002+08:00

Now i'm going to draw my AON (Activity On Node) for my Project Management! Haha..I really hate doing assignment! Hope to finish my studying life as fast as possible!

Today been staying at home the whole day..Erm actually not really staying at home the whole day, i did went to Hougang mall..The reason for me to travel to Hougang mall was to buy comic! Haha..lame right? But no choice, yesterday is the day when it release my fav comic.

I want to play Aion! I really cant wait to get it started! But first of all i need to finish everything that i need to do for my school! If not i dont think i can be able to play! Oh ya..change to desktop too! I dont want to play game using my laptop again!

This few days, i'm kinda happy! Haha dont ask me why because i myself also dont know why! Today is Friday, and i'm going to enjoy myself! Oh ya..just now when i'm surfing the net, a sweater and a vest caught my eye! And doesn't cost alot! I decide to buy both of them! Woot really love it alot!

Guys please give me some comment please! Leave a tag for me..If i buy the vest..Can i go with a jean or need a pant? If i go with a jean, do it look odd? I'm kinda stress because i never wear a vest before! Really thanks if u all give me some comment..Thanks! And oh ya..Above the 2 vest, which of them u all prefer? =D Thanks!

Assignment sucks!

2009-11-02T21:32:00.002+08:00

This few days was a very relaxing day to me! So happy!

I just reach home not ago from school, was so stress over my assignment nowadays because my due date of my assignment reaching soon! Was so stress! I need to finish my 3 assignment within 20 days time! I really need to work extra harder right now! How i wish there is someone beside me and give me a moral support! Haha!

Oh yeah pearlyn's birthday just pass few days ago, and felt kinda sorry for not going over to her mini birthday's party at boat quay. Because during that time, i was like dead drunk la! Haha..! Coz was keep drinking drinking and drinking!

I set a goal for myself this month..And the goal is..I gonna finish off all my assignment this month! Woot! Guys do wish me luck ok? Today is Monday and yet there still got tons of people asking me whether i got go boat quay anot..Arlow guys..today is Monday and how am i suppose to go boat quay during Monday when Tuesday i still need to go to school!

Later i need to do my Project Management assignment, omg it was so damn hard ok! Guys if u got any rough idea for that assignment..please feel free to give me a call and teach me what to do! I will be happy like hell! =D

So happy nowadays, and hope my happiness wont go away so fast! Happiness keep me going on!

Peaceful Day~

2009-10-29T02:39:00.003+08:00

Today been staying at home the whole day! Haha..actually plan to go national library, but coz of certain reason ended up didnt go.

Febby juz called me:

Febby: Alan..U finally pick up my phone, been trying to contact u since 2 to 3 days ago!

Me: Oh sorry, u finding me for?

Febby: Wat happen to u? Why didnt attend lesson? Something bother u?

Me: Erm nothing serious..and thank you for your concern.

Febby: And hows ur assignment? Due date arriving soon. So u ready?

Me: Ah..kinda sianz sia..damn stress. Nowadays too many stuff stuck in my brain and make me lose control of my brain!

Febby: Relax..why not tomorrow u come to school? Tml no lesson but me and Fendy will be studying at school. U come and look for us, we will try to help u ok?

Me: Omg..Febby thanks so much! Thanks for helping me!

Febby and Fendy..really thanks for showing me both of your caring. I really never regret knowing both of you as my friends! I think without both of ya, i dont think i can really cope up with my school work and assignment.

Today i had been spending quite a happy and peaceful day at home! =D Although nothing special, but i juz very happy la! Erm..ya very happy..

I wanna say sorry to K2, coz he been asking me out this 2 days, but i keep rejecting him. Coz i really dont have any mood to go too far away from my house..Really very sorry!

Omg, im still coughing! Really hate this virus so much! I think thats all for today, and gonna relax abit coz tml i muz 100% go to school as i already promise Febby! Nite all!

Well well well..

2009-10-28T04:14:00.002+08:00

Its 4.15am right now, and i'm still awake! i dont know why nowadays during the wee hour and i'm alway very awake. I think i need to try and sleep no matter what because tomorrow i'm going to National Library at Bugis alone. Yes alone again..Already use to it.

I notice i really cant be able to study at home. I will either sleep, watch pps or playing games! OMG! Btw this afternoon when i was looking around Youtube, i found 1 interesting game that caught my attention. The game call Aion. I want to play la! Haha..I gonna play that Aion online right after my exam or after i found myself a job.

I got tons of things to do right after my exam. And the things are:

Build a new CPU for myself. (Sick of laptop)

Looking for a stable job.

Meet new people.

Anger Management. (No choice because when i start working, i need to control my temper.)

Oh ya, did i mention enjoy before starting of work?

Play Aion Online!

But of course, first of all i need to study for my exam and also finish up my assignment too! Nowadays i really very stress over my assignment. Whenever i'm sleeping, i still can dream of my assignment! I think i'm overstress!

Ok guess now i really need to try and sleep..Oh i need to take my medicine before sleeping! Damn, been coughing for about 5 days! Kinda sick of coughing right now! Hope by tomorrow i can be able to recover! Night guys!

Boat Quay Riverside!

2009-10-27T16:01:00.002+08:00

This morning while i'm sitting along the riverside of Boat Quay, something flash in my mind..

When i look in the river, i saw reflection of the moon.

When i look up to the dark sky, i saw tons of shining star surround the moon.

When i look straight along the riverside, i notice it was so deserted.

When i look around me, i notice i was all alone.

When i was alone, i notice i think and start missing you.

When i start missing you, i started to remember the scene earlier.

Finally something caught my attention.

And the something was a cat.

The cat was sitting alone on the chair watching my tears flowing out from my eye.

I was relieved because i notice, i'm not the only one alone.

After a short while later..

The cat's partner arrived and sit beside he/her.

I'm back to alone once again.

虽然很努力练习着忘记
我的心却还没答应可以放弃了你
说好要忘记偏偏又想起

原来我的心还没有答应放弃了你
真的对不起虽然曾经答应了你

我却还没答应我自己
却又如何真的不爱你

Cough cough and cough!

2009-10-25T13:47:00.002+08:00

Picture of the day! Nong sleeping in the pub! OMG!

Been coughing this pass few days! OMG..everyday i leak of sleep. Only slept for around 3 hours per day! Wanna know why? Not because i dont wanna sleep or not sleepy, the main reason was..because of my bloody cough! Whenever i started to sleep, i will cough non-stop! Hate this kind of feeling! Grr..! Hope to recover soon!

OMG my assignment..damnit! I need to redo all my section A (information system development)! Wanna know why? Due to the mistake i had made! I went to research for Multiview 1, but the assignment required Multiview 2! OMG! Was so piss la! I just dont understand why the question paper shown Multiview 1 diagram! OMG..hate it! Need to burn midnight oil tonight!

Yesterday went to Parklane and played L4D. Haha..Not bad was quite fun playing the new map! Played with Yiting and Nong! Stupid Nong la! Keep shooting me! Actually for full blood, let him shoot until yellow blood! OMG! After our lan gaming, we went to Boat quay for our weekly routine~ We went to drank Yiting's balance as there still left 3/4 full. I brought a jug of beer for myself because find it quite PS if i only drank her balance. Erm..Yesterday still ok..Oh ya..Met Kimberly at Boat Quay yesterday..She was with her bf..Haha..Follow on by, Pamela, Zen and Yong Xiang. Didnt walk around Boat Quay yesterday because i'm still coughing and dont really wanna drink so much. Oh did i tell ya that Nong fallen asleep yesterday?! Wahahah! Si Nong! Tired still dare to jio me go Boat quay!? Smack u la! Haha..

Friday nite and im still at home!

2009-10-24T02:40:00.003+08:00

OMG today is Friday and yet im still at home! Grr!! Haha..Bo bianz, been overspent last month. And this month i need to be guai kia staying at home. Actually also not that bad staying at home because i can get to do my assignment. OMG I hate doing assignment, it really stress me out sia! Hope u can be able to finish all my assignment on time!

Been coughing this past few days. Was seriously sick ok!? My forehead was like .. so pain la! Damn it..The pain really destroy my day sia! At night before sleep, cough like crazy. Early in the morning after wake up, forehead hurt till i felt like banging the wall!

I so feel to go boat quay today la! Grr..But i must control! I believe that i can be able to control myself! Felt like knocking on the pig's head lor! Haha..

Oh Jovin mei ah..ur birthday just pass..Hope u enjoy ur day ok? Wow ur birthday really make me broke leh! My birthday, im gonna make sure that its my turn to make u broke! =P Haha!

Erm..ok nothing more to type liao..Now i gonna rest awhile..and after that carry on with my assignment! Hope everyone enjoy their Friday's night!

Woke up from my lala land

2009-10-19T22:24:00.004+08:00

Today i was so sick! Fever + coughing = ruin my day!

Im so hungry right now..Today the whole day, i only ate 1 meal. And now im suffering from gastric pain!

What to blog..

Ok i dont wanna blog anything abt me today! Only know that my heart will becoming very sour if i mention things about me..

Nong!

Nong ah nong! Please stop doing those stupid thing to yourself ok? I know you promise me that it gonna be the first and also the last time. But as ur kor, i still afraid that you will still do the foolish thing over again next time. You are still young, and i told you before..you still got a bright future ahead waiting for you! Dont because of a tree give up a forest ok? And i know you can do it..If you think you are making the wrong decision, why not take this wrong decision as a lesson? If you felt sorry for what you had done, why not treating this as your lesson? Life faces ups and downs..Dont alway get so emo that easily ok? U got tons of good friends, family members and us! We alway be there for u understand?!

K2!

Bro ah bro..I know recently u are feeling super down because of Jenny. What things you had done already done. The only thing u can do now is to face it and try to fix it! I know you are very strong! U will overcome any problem that you face! Bro..If u need a listening ear..Please feel free to look for me ok? Bro forever!

Jenny!

Sister! Woot! Sister orh la orh la..dont cry ok? Saw u cried at speed really broke my heart u know! And trust me..K2 really change! I know u can feel it, is juz that u dont wanna accepted it am i right? Sister..Why not..juz give him 1 last chance? I know u very xingu, coz actually u wanna hold his hand, hug and kiss him. But because of the incident, u force urself to stop. Nvm..Juz sit back and watch hw he change ok? If he dont change..i gonna whack his ass for u ok? =D

Clarence!

Ah bro! Haha..Everytime u may appear that you are strong. But actually you're not! I know you are down over your ex gf..But u juz dont wanna tell me everything! T_T So sad..Dont drink so much! You been spending on drinking this few weeks! Did u notice? Save all the money la bro! We may not know each other for a very long times, but i alway treated u as my good bro..(although sometime kinda jealous over u haha!)

Zhu Kai!

Stupid la u! Find a job la! OMG! I believe you told me that u already try your best looking for a job, but i want you to add in more effort! You are no longer single like last time! U still need to taking care of your son! Juz look for any job with any income first! You hor..need to keep rushing u de leh! KNS! Better go and look for a job hor!

Vans!

Vans ah..U ah..alway think of earning fast cash! Grr..U also muz control ur spending la! U spend too much on your car liao! How about ur son!? I miss ur son soo much. T_T Dont know when den can i be able to see him again! But he juz dont let me carry him la! Grr! Ok serious..Vans..try to carry with the job u have now and dun keep driving around with ur car la! Ur son also need more of ur attention understand?!

Jeff!

Erm..U ah..Stop flirting around la! Bro ah bro! Actually i also cannot say u, coz i also almost the same as u but of course not as fortune as u la! Haha..Job gonna start liao right?! Work harder and earn more money ok?! Jia you!

Alex!

Brother! MIA ah! Ask u out, u keep telling me cannot! I know u need to save money for your daughter, but not asking u out to drink la! Ask u out for some simple dinner la! I really miss the day when we alway hanging around together! Havoc together! Haha..But i know the day wont be arrive again as u got ur own family to take care of. Jia u ok?!

Puay Yong!

This is the most xinfu guy among us. Haha..Jia you with ur study ba..and dont miss me ah..lol!

Yiting!

Haiz..actually got alot of things to say u de leh! But..think i dont have the right to say u. Juz wanna remind u something. Muz alway be happy understand? Must alway remember..try to enjoy and fill ur happiness day by day. I know its hard for u because only *important person* can fill ur happiness. But..Haiz..Jia you ba..hope ur right man will arrive to u soon! Will be praying for u!

What i should be doing!

How do i walk away from someone i love

And take the road of friend;

Can i reroute the course i have taken and start over once again?

I dont really want to let u go, but inside me i know i must.

The times you've left, my heart says stay but..its my mind i must trust.

We have share alot of problem together,

Laughter, emotion and ever tears.

Yet sometimes we cant turn back time

We must walk away, and allow ourselves to heal.

I know one day you will be happy

And your soulmate u will find;

May life be gentle with u.

May God's best come ur way.

And on some quiet tml

You will be realize, thins were better this way.

Home sweet home..

2009-10-19T00:51:00.002+08:00

Erm..today timing was kinda pack..Haha..Actually nothing much happen also..

Morning pack my bedroom as i find it quite messy..And i think i cannot tahan the messy liao..so choose to clean up before i went out.

Trying to repaired my other laptop as i found out that..it spoil again! OMG..Yes again! But this time i can 100% confirm that, it was the graphic card that make my laptop stop working..If i really wanna repair it, it will cost me bomb! At least 400 bucks!

At around 3.30pm, went to fetch my granny..I brought my granny to the soup restaurant and eat. I already promise her that i will treat her when her birthday arrive. After finish eating..me and my granny was chit chatting and smoking at her house's void deck. Haha..

Around 6pm..meet her for dinner..as she was so damn lazy to buy food outside. After finish eating, we chit chat for awhile. Erm..after that she accompany me to the comic shop, while walking toward the comic shop..I keep disturbing her until she cannot tahan..Haha..damn funny la..Oh ya..in the end, we played L4D at the raider until 12 midnight! OMG..lol..

After that..

Home sweet home!

I wanna add on something..Hey! My mooncake leh! T_T

Was hungry and yet i dont wanna go down and buy food because i dont wanna see couple walking around in front of me again..Kinda hate that feeling sia..

Ok ba..kinda lazy to carry on blogging..see ya..tata

time flies!

2009-10-16T06:25:00.002+08:00

Wow now its 6.35am and yet i still didnt sleep. I juz dont know why am i still so awake? I dun feel sleepy at all. Erm..Haha..maybe too use of night life? I'm so lonely..Haiz..i been lonely for 2 years close to 3, but i still cant use to it. While i was eating outside alone, i saw a few couples was holding hand and walking around right in front of me. I was so envy. Wondering when is my chance to hold my gf's hand walking around. The night for today was so lonely and peacefully. The wind was so calm that make me feel like walking around at the garden locate near my house.

In my 24 years..i was hurt 3 times. I must promise myself not to get hurt once again. I must try to stand up no matter what! I got tons of buddy who is supporting me right now, and also 2 lovely jie and 1 cute aunty. I mustn't let them worry about me anymore! I'm still young, and i got ton of chances to find true love. I will learn my mistake from failure.

Ok..time for me to sleep because i got lesson later..see ya all =D

give up

2009-10-16T02:40:00.002+08:00

Juz back from my house nearby coffeeshop not long ago. Why i went to coffeeshop? Haha..no no..not drinking..was drinking coffee with Zhu Kai and Vans. Both of them travel to my house downstair juz to chit chat with me. Haha..But juz now both of them like..erm..quarrel ba..Luckily got me! Haha..I'm juz like a waterhose that can clear away the fire! +D

I know its time for me to give up. I muz really make up my mind. Yes i gave up!

Tml Friday! Go drink anyone? =P

Time for me to relax..see ya..

Im fine..

2009-10-14T21:42:00.002+08:00

Happy memories always pass so quickly. When happy is gone, sadness will arrive. But no matter how sad i am, i believe that i will still overcome it. But one thing to be true and that is, i dont think i will fallen in love so easily now. I will be back to be one that really make myself happy. My own business and that is flirt~ I now believe in Kama, because i already got my Kama. I know the road ahead going to be quite a tough road but i still need to walk to the end. And yes, i believe i can..

Actually this coming Friday i got planning..but planning change..And change to what? Of course change to drink la~ Haha..no need to say..

I believe i will be fine in the short while..

wahoo..

2009-10-13T15:15:00.002+08:00

Ok first of all..Nong! Happy birthday! Hope u enjoy ur birthday this year! Haha i know i abit too late..but leh, after ur birthday i was abit sick tat is why now den i blog. +D

We went to Speed (Boat Quay) and celebrate Nong's birthday. Actually did enjoy at Nong's birthday but also emo at the same time. I never show it up because i dont wanna spoil all the people's mood. After tat..same old thing happen..went to riverside alone again. Haha..Lucky during that day, nothing happen at boat quay..Haha..

Yesterday was quite a happy day for me..haha..secret for been happy..but i did enjoy myself la..Haha..cook coke chicken..watch drama..i know it may sound normal..but for me..kinda happy..

Juz now i had a weird dream. Guess wat did i dream of? OMG..in my dream..suddenly got tons of police knocking on my door. Den i saw Terrence was with them. The police asked me out and wanna question me. The first question they ask..Did u go to AMK this few days? Are u ast? LOL! I was like blur blur la! Den kanna handcraft up the van..WTH this kind of dream..OMG..

OMG..keep coughing! Damn it la!

Later need to go and have my haircut..This time no more ah beng hairstyle. Because i need to look for decent job soon and need to have a decent haircut. Bye to my long hair.. and bye to my dye hair =(

I dont know why

2009-10-08T22:41:00.002+08:00

I dont know why..

我心好痛。我感绝得好痛好痛。痛得我的眼捩涕了下来。

The feeling was so sour..

Later going down to my house nearby coffeeshop and drink..

I hate this kind of feel..

back from bq..haha

2009-10-08T00:59:00.003+08:00

Juz now went to bq..erm..alone..yes alone..haha..went there drink 2 jugs but doesn't seen like 2 jugs. Wanna know the reason why? Because..erm..actually went there juz wanna repaid Kelvin's money because been holding bill 2 weeks ago. I tot of finish drinking going home, but ended up..omg..ppl keep asking me to drink..haha..Lucky im not drunk but abit high high nia. =D

Why u not at bq? Tot can be able to see u..but..

Juz went to view ah nong's blog..since like he quarrel with his gf once again! OMG BRO! please! told ya before liao..u still young and u got the look..why so sad over a 1 week relationship? Get over it man!

Went to bq alone..but i felt very lonely..yes i admit i got tons of friends over there..but they are not actually close to me..How i felt..k2, jenny, jeff, nong, clarence was there with me..Grrr..haiz..i think i go and rest la..felt abit sleepy now..night all +D

Move on with my life!

2009-10-06T01:41:00.002+08:00

I'm a cheerful guy! I'm a happy guy! I believe i am! Yes i believe in myself that i'm happy and cheerful! I must be proud of myself! Yes I am!

Went to jog just now, but only jog awhile because my leg was damn pain. Maybe due to nv wear my sport shoes for very long time and it hurts me. Today i didnt get to go library. Wanna know why? All thanks to my brother Nong! Haha..he said he was at Sengkang so i rush back home right after to school juz to look for him. I know it may sound gay..but i very long time never meet this little bro of mine! Worth it ba! Haha..Since i cannot jog this few days, i think im going to do some sit up and replacing it.

Missing someone really suck alot! I really hate this kind of feeling! Haha..I tried to avoided the stupid feeling but it still return it back to me after a short while. Guess i need to calm down for a few days before i can stand up once again? Maybe? Haha!

Just now Nong said 1 sentence to me in msn.."You will find your true love soon!." I was wondering..Soon? How soon? 1 year? 2 years? I been finding it for years! Since i broke off with RuHui, i totally cant find any true love ANYMORE! Do i still need to flirt few more years more?! I really kinda sick of this kind of life! Flirt...flirt and flirt! I wanna stop drinking! But whenever i think of something else..i need drink to control my stupid emo..Ya i know it is rubbish to said drink can control emotional thingy. But one thing can be true abt drinking is..When i drunk..i no need to think so much! =D

Angel: ALAN WAKE UP PLEASE!

Devil: Alan..dont wake up so early..juz carry on with ur flirting life..it can cure ur everything!

LOL..i know i very bo liao..haha..BO LIAO!

i juz cant sleep!

2009-10-05T01:46:00.002+08:00

OMG, i'm super hyper active now. I dont know why! I juz cant sleep! Not sleepy at all..I didnt get to sleep well yesterday, and yet i'm still hyper. Maybe too many things in my head right now. Ok i think i had enough of stupid relationship thingy. I think i'm going for a hair cut few days later to change to a new image! And i need to go for jogging, i think from tml onwards! I need to set myself a target!

First: Slim down!

Second: Get fit!

Third: Concentrate on my assignment!

Fourth: Drink less!

JIA YOU!

sick sick and sick..

2009-10-04T20:03:00.003+08:00

I dont know wat happen to me today..Head and eye kinda pain..

Now im still waiting for her sms but after yesterday things occur, she not the same as usual. Because normally she will text me asking me, wat am i doing? Or maybe some other stupid text from her.. =P I was damn freaking sad when i saw one of her msg. She wrote.."but the me now...cannot keep him away from me." Omg was so hurt when saw this msg. I tot i still can be able to take it..but..Haiz..Erm i know why my eye so pain liao..coz actually feel like crying but coz no tear coming out from my eye and cause my eye to be so hurtful.

I keep waiting for the phone to ring, yet i know it wont be you.

I tried to fill my life with busyness, yet all i do is think of you.

How could you turn and walk away, as i watch my castles turn to sand.

How could you forget me so easily, and you i cant erase.

I want you to be in my arms again, to see the laughter in your eyes.

BUT i guess the joke's on me..

This is the feeling that im facing now. OH noes..Later think going my house nearby and drink a few bottles of beer. Since how tired i am, i still cant get to sleep..Why not go and relax plus refresh my mind abit? Erm..15 more mins i go down ba..Bye!

Hate myself

2009-10-04T15:49:00.002+08:00

I HATE MYSELF FOR BEEN MYSELF!

Yesterday went to boat quay, to look for Clarence as K2 told me that he was very emo. But ended up i myself was the one damn emo. Was drinking and playing happily until the one appear. And saw something that really hurt me..I tried to control my feeling for not letting my emotional out. But actually i failed to do so. Do u know something? My tear suddenly flow out from my eye! But lucky, im wearing cap and cover everything up~ Its my second time that i damn damn emo when im still in the pub. Emo till my tear flow out from my eye. I totally cannot take it, den i find someone to flirt with! But when i found i notice i got no mood to flirt anymore. Haiz..Tot she was the one for me to settle down, but ended up..I think it was kinda impossible anymore because i totally cant replace the "he" from "her" heart~ OMG i start to emo again~ Damn control myself please! BYE!

lala..

2009-10-01T22:42:00.003+08:00

Erm..didnt blog the past few days because was kinda lazy..haha..

Yesterday went to Zhu Kai's house with Siquan and Jeff. Was drinking and playing card game but i dont know why, i was so damn tired when the time strike around 3am. After Jeff went home, me, Siquan and Zhu Kai start talking about what we had been doing when we was young. Was actually singing the whole night too..haha..

Siquan, dont be sad ok? Just try your best with whatever you can. I know its hard for you to take it about your relationship life, but try not to look back to your past and must look forward of your further! Understand?

In a serious relationship, dont ever make the wrong move. If you make the wrong move, you will end up suffering! If you want to settle down, please settle down properly by not making any mistake. As for me, i think its time for me to settle down..I really dont wish to play around like what i did during the past. Erm..Haha..lazy to blog liao lor..coz its time for me to call someone liao! =D I notice i took alot of stupid photo yesterday before sleep. Haha..Think was drunk? Haha!

Dont feel sleepy now!

2009-09-24T03:09:00.002+08:00

Wow its 3.10am now..and i dont know why im still awake. Ermmm maybe i slept too much yesterday? Haha..

Yesterday when i reach home after school, i was like so damn tired..Actually wanna nap awhile before carry on with my assignment..But ended up i didnt nap but went to watch my downloaded movie...Haha..watch until 10 plus, actually very sleepy de..den suddenly Jeff called me and asked me to go bq look for him if i feel like to. So around 11pm i went out and join him.. Lol! guess what time i reach home this morning? It was around 10am! OMG..Haha..when to rave when the time strike 7am~ I was like so damn tired during that time la..Haha..coz before that day i cant be able to sleep well and only slept for 3hours! But i from 10+am slept until 6 plus today sia..lol~ Maybe due to overtired ba..I juz download God War online..hope my comp can play coz my comp sot sot de..Nowadays if i play any games..it will auto shut down..grr damn it..Ok time for me to go and try out the game! See ya all!

Woot juz back home~

2009-09-21T04:03:00.002+08:00

Today was like so busy la..Haha..wanna know why?

When i woke up, my er jie hand me 1 iphone 3g. She told me that Comas kor want me to help him repair that iphone.

Follow on Repairing Siquan and Van's computer. OMG la! LOL..was doing my assignment half way leh..den suddenly so many things pop up for me to do~ Dang lor! Haha..

Been drinking quite alot nowadays! OMG but i swear that i wont be going to boat quay so often liao! Coz kinda waste of money and also bad for my health! But i know ppl out there sure said.."Aiya u say only la..Heard it alot of times liao la." Haha..i swear tat it going to be true this time! I swear!

After i finish repairing Van and Siquan's com. We (Jenny, Jeff, Siquan, Zhu Kai and Van) all went to my house nearby coffeeshop and have our mini steamboat..Woot was so delicious and we ate till damn full sia. Guess wat we going to do after that? Haha..We was sharing our ghost story! Haha..First time sia, tok abt ghost stuff at coffeeshop~ =P

Wow time pass so fast and now the time is 4.23am! I think i need to get back and sleep if not tml i sure cannot wake up! If i cannot wake up means i'm going to miss tomorrow breakfast! Good nite all!

RapidShare ROX!

2009-09-17T02:22:00.003+08:00

Woot i juz register for RapidShare account. And i already downloaded alot of things in a day! It rox la! Now i'm waiting for GI Joe the movie to finish download only! Haha..Today my hangover until evening sia..OMG very xingu just now lor. Head giddy and dont feel like eating~ Yesterday was drunk sia! Totally lost! Haha! And today the whole like doing nothing lor! Damn it..i really need to get my assignment started if not i really going to get myself into trouble.

I suddenly feel like eating steamboat leh! I think i'm going to jio Jenny they all this coming friday go bugis there and eat. Ermmm i very long time nv eat steamboat liao..haha..Guess thats all for today ba. Kinda lazy to type and also nothing special happen today also. Nite all!

lalala i'm home..

2009-09-15T02:48:00.003+08:00

Juz now went to meet Kai and Van for some coffee session. But ended up we went to nearby coffeeshop and drink. Dont know why, but was kinda emo and moody during that time. Why? Why am i suffering now? I tot i already get out of the stupid life of emo-ing, and why am i back once again? I myself also dont understand why ba. Why muz i be so stupid for trying to achieve something that is kinda impossible? Why ah? Why am i so stupid? I been asking this question last time and i tot i wont be asking this question to myself once again, but..

Now all my really close brother was all attract, Nong, K2, Jeff, Zhu Kai, Alex, Cai and Roy. How abt me? Juz now my brother asked me one question.."You still wanna flirt for how long? Not sianz of flirting life?" I felt like telling him, I'm sianz! Real sianz of flirting! But what can i do? As i mention earlier before, the one i really like, dont like me..What else can i do am i right? I can do nothing! Nothing at all! My friend keep envy me and keep telling me, "Alan, intro some gal to me leh, u got so many gals." Haha this kind of thing please..even i know or even got so many gals, so what? In the end, i'm still the one suffering!

Thanks Nong, u said u will accompany me drink when i'm down. But if u got a good gf, please settle down and dont be like me. Actually i also dont wanna make myself so drunk whenever i go boat quay de. But..drunk can let me forget everything! Haha..

Girls out there, can u please mind telling me..Whats my bad point? Am i ugly? Poor? Not educated enough? Or wat?! Grrr! Screw it la!

Tired..

2009-09-14T19:29:00.002+08:00

I think i'm gonna give up. Tired..I felt real tired..Dont know why..Haiz..Today i tried to do my assignment..but i totally no mood..And i dont know why..Now i feel like going for a drink sia..Damn it..Now i'm thinking..should i or should not to go bq and drink? Very stress..Haiz..!

If now i go bq, i'm going alone because today is weekday and of course no one gonna pei me..Think emo once again! Haha..Oh man..Hate this kind of stupid feeling! Hate myself so much now! Why i'm not like Jeff so handsome and cute? Why ah? Even a guy has a heart of gold so wat? Everyone first impression is the look! And not the bloody heart! Damn it!

Lonely road ahead~!

2009-09-13T18:13:00.004+08:00

Arlow everyone!!!! Very very very very long didnt update my blog!!!! Haha..Guess what i had been doing all this week!? Ok let me tell ya..i had been drinking! Drunk! And studying! My life cycle is all the same this few weeks! Haha..Oh ya..Jovin! My dear mei! Haha..wanna know why you name didnt appear in my blog anymore? Coz u didnt meet me liao leh! Haha..Ok u wanna see ur name appear in my blog ah? See ah.. JOVIN JOVIN JOVIN JOVIN.. Haha..happy now? =P

Relationship?

Nowadays i notice that i fallen in love with a gal. But the gal..Erm..i dont know hw to explain ba. I only know tat whenever i wanna ask her out, sure got things pop up. Kinda sad..I had been flirting all around last time, but when she appear, i was like..stop those flirting thingy already. Now i had becoming a guy that me myself also dont recognise. Why i keep making myself drunk the past few weeks? WHY?! When can i get over with this kind of stupid relationship thing? Everyday, i was damn tired to put on a fake smile in front of all my buddys and classmate. In front of my classmate, i'm a cheerful boy to them. In front of my buddy, i was like a playful boy, playing around. But..sometime i really kinda tired of acting.

Studying?

Yes..Been study real hard with Febby and Fendy nowadays. Busy taking down notes and discussing abt assignment. I becoming good boy am i right? =P

Erm..kinda lazy to blog everything out ba..Juz hope that everything went well..I also dont wanna be the one suffering anymore. Kinda tired sia.. And its time for me to upload pic. Btw got tons of pic to upload now!

Yesterday my leg was so tired!

2009-08-23T19:37:00.003+08:00

Eating dinner with my Da Jie!

Yesterday i went to Orchard and buy my new basketball shoes. But before that Siquan asking me to go and meet him as he is working near the Wheellock Place, so i ok lor..But how i know Ion the new shopping mall was located right outside the MRT station. In order to go Wheellock Place, i need to passby the Ion underpass. OMG..i tell ya wat! I was lost in the shopping mall! Stuck inside for around 30 mins! Running up and down like a idiot trying to find the way out or to the Wheellock Place! Damnit..

Finally Siquan arrived, so we decided to go around Orchard area and look for my shoes. We went to Paragon first..But the shoes over there like got limit and didnt get to see the one i like..But i passby Nike Shop and i went inside and take a look. I found a basketball shoes damn chio..but the price cost around 200+! OMG..so i decided to gave up! Haha..Went to Wisma there and look for shoes that suitable for me..In the end, i decided to buy And1 shoes that cost me around 160.

After im done with my shoes, i accompany Siquan to Plaza Singapore and meet Jenny. OMG..We was walking from Orchard to PS! By the time i reached PS, im sweating like hell man! Haha..3 of us chit chatting for awhile and decided to go Boat Quay with me. Carence also joining us. But we drunk abit only..around 2 plus went home liao..Once i reached home, bathe and watch PPS..nothing else~ LOL..

Today whole day did nothing, as im too lazy to do any other things. Actually was planning to go and play basketball with Wei Jian they, but ended up nope coz i accompany my family to go Sakura and eat~ WOW eat till damn full sia..OK la..kinda sleepy and tired now..guess i will nap awhile..When i wake up later, think i gonna create table for my database~ Bye all!

I'm a dork! LOL!

2009-08-22T01:15:00.002+08:00

I'm a Dork! Dork dork!!! Haha..funny sia..saying myself a freak.. =P Having Fever right now..Omg damn xingu lor! My head sot sot..having fever still went to on air-con..

Today i'm having fever but my backside itchy still went to play basketball with Febby they all..LOL..Actually i really dont feel like going..Guess what? When i reach home from my school, i was sitting on my chair..within few second..i doze off! LOL..Lucky my sister called..if not I think i cant go and play basketball with them. Oh ya i went to play basketball so suddenly? Because Fandy said 1 sentence..If u dont go and play, im not gonna teach u how to do assignment..! OMG! No choice! Haha..But was having fun over there la..lol

Was so damn sianz la..Actually K2 and Jenny wanna come over to my house, but the main problem was..What are they gonna do after coming to my house? Dont tell me sleeping ah..gonna knock on their head if they said that! LOL..Haiz..Today Friday leh! And yet im still at home! Oh ya my basketball shoes spoil! T_T Need to buy a new shoes tomorrow..Haiz..OK liao..i think i need to stop here..bye!

Alot of photo!

2009-08-17T18:54:00.006+08:00

Today i'm gonna upload alot alot of photo..due to so many days didnt blog..Quite happening recently also..lol..

Thursday = Drinking with Peggy and Panda

Friday = Drinking with Zen

Saturday = Went to ROM/Drinking at night with K2, Jeff, Nong and Yiting

Sunday = Van's birthday / Drinking

Actually Thursday didnt plan to drink..lol..Went to meet k2 they all at chinatown, why and what they doing at chinatown? Haha..they went for the singing autition..Waited for them almost 2 hours! OMG..Oh ya..before meeting them, i was studying at National Library with Kimberly~ Ok la..at least i found book that i need..After meeting K2 they all, we went to eat 田鸡 porridge. Still ok ok only..not that delicious also. Den me, k2 and Jenny went down to Aljunied and look for Peggy. She was quite moody during that time, and said she feel like drinking. So we decided to drink at the nearby coffeeshop..Drank 6 bottles of beer and Panda arrived. After she arrived, Peggy decided to go Boat Quay and drink Martell..So we moved from Aljunied to Boat Quay without Jenny because she need to work early in the morning. Drank till 6 in the morning..and i took the train home!

Friday...Normal lor..drink drink sleep..lol

Saturday..Woot went to Sihui and Alex's ROM! Feel happy for both of them..May them last forever! Hey Bro..u better treat Sihui my dear mei good hor! If not i gonna find u! Haha..Den during the night..Yiting suddenly wanna go out because she was very bored..So ended up went to boat quay with Nong and Yiting..After that Jeff and k2 join us..Ya the end of Friday..lol lazy to type so many things sia..lol!

Sunday..Van's birthday! Woot Happy Birthday to ya! Van and Zhu Kai was drunk during that day! LOL! After that me, k2, Clarrence and Jenny went to the nearby coffeeshop and eat..After finish eating, we chit chat for an hour and hit home! Haha..End! Woot..time for me to go eat..Bye!

Today Assignment Day

2009-08-11T23:45:00.003+08:00

This is what my family brought for me during that HongKong Trip!

Today im so happy..Haha..Learn something that is important for my assignment..Thanks to Febby and Fendy~ Lets start to talk about yesterday first..

Yesterday my whole family was back from HongKong trip, and they brought for me perfume, 2 T-shirt, cap, slipper and alot of foods! OMG Thanks to both my jie and gugu! I really love the things that you all brought for me..Thanks so much!

Today i didnt attend lesson because i tot today lesson was in the afternoon! Haha..but how i know it ended up in the morning~ =P

Since i didnt attend morning lesson, so i decided to go Febby's house and study for my assignment..Guess what? Im super blur today..Haha..When i reached Novena, Febby asked me to take bus 131 from United Square to Shawn Plaza. Ok so i follow what he told me to do. When i was on the bus 131 i stood there day dreaming..After sometime, i was wondering..HMmm...should i alight the next stop? So i alight at the next stop, and guess what? I totally cant see any plaza nearby at all! I was so damn piss off during that time, so i decided to take a cab there..And when i told the cab driver that i wanna go to Shawn Plaza, he was looking at me and laugh. After 10 second, the cab driver told me tat... "Here is the Shawn Plaze". I was like WTF kanna pwn like hell! When i board the cab, it was $2.80 and when i alight from the cab, it was still $2.80!! I wanna cry out loud during that time!

Waited for Febby and Fendy for around 10 mins..At first i tot they are living in the hostel..But guess what!? He lived in the condo! So envy! Haha..So we studied from 4 to 10pm! Am i hardworking? Haha..I felt proud of myself! Wahaha! Today i learn about require, function, echo and some other coding..I know its basic but i already forgotten everything! Haha..At least i got idea of what to do today! Gonna finish my design of my e-learning and i gonna post it up here and let all of ya to see~ Wish me luck! Bye!

Happy Singapore 44th Birthday!

2009-08-10T00:02:00.002+08:00

Today is Singapore National Day! And yet i had been staying at home doing housework..Ahh..Kinda bored you see..Feel like going out but i cant because Tang Tang was all alone at home! And i need to take good care of her!

Now really people surrounded me are in relationship..Left me all alone! Haiz! Even my da jie also got bf liao! OMG..I'm all alone T_T . Nvm! I shouldnt think so much about relationship! I should concentrate on my study and get high mark this semester!

Now i'm all alone at home doing nothing! Damn sianz! Actually just now Ah Cai asked me to go Boat Quay, but i rejected because kinda out of cash now..So be guai kia staying at home doing nothing lor.

Yesterday K2, Jeff, Yiting and Jenny came to my house. Brought 8 bottles of beer, and Jenny they all drank abit..Around 5, they all was sleeping liao..ended up i drank all alone..Ya..alone again..haha..actually use to alone life now..Haha..Of course not as emo as last time la~ Nowaday i tried to control my emotional feeling and stop those negative thinking.

My mother coming to Singapore and visit me! OMG kinda nervous! Haha..I think i need to go for haircut liao if not my mother sure kp me..haha..I wanna keep my hair long but of course not thick if not look damn ugly lor! Ok liao ba..time for me to look at my assignment..Need to think what to do for my next step, i dont wanna last minute anymore...Bye all!

PIG HEAD!

2009-08-08T23:15:00.004+08:00

Haha..Today was doing nothing the whole day, until pig head arrived my house~ We was playing with Tang Tang and watching streaming video. She helped me download a software called PPStream. Wow it was a cool software/program. Buffing was so damn fast la! And somemore there are tons of video for me to watch!

Actually plan to bring Tang Tang go walk walk, but Yvonne coming to my house and take a look at Tang Tang. They arrived and brought Tang Tang go downstair walk walk ended up me and pig head damn bored staying at home watching streaming. She out of sudden said she was hungry..haha so we brought chicken rice and soup and da bao to my house and eat. She went home during 10.45pm after heard Panda wanna go over to her house.

Now im left all alone at home doing nothing, guess later gonna have some dota match with ah nong ba! Oh ya haven talk about yesterday outing. Haha went to Boat quay..and ah nong my good brother and Zen treated me drink. Saw Melvin and he treated me 1 jug of beer too. Kinda fun yesterday..And oh ya! 1 more thing that really make me happy! A guy suddenly approach me and said, i sang quite nice! OMG! First time sia! LOL! So damn happy la!

boring nite

2009-08-06T01:58:00.002+08:00

Click on the screenshot if its too small for ya to see!

Just now im very piss off..and now i relax liao..Haiz..

Just now when i login facebook, i was shocked that Noel wrote 1 sentence! OMG really shocked me! Because in my mindset, Noel was a damn nice, polite, mature and guai people..den i saw the sentence that he wrote..i was like HUH? haha..If people who know Noel sure same expression as me. Take a look at the screenshot that i took just now~ Haha..

1 diam 2 diam 3 diam ang,

3821 wo si ang,

su su li li ki soon tong,

wo si sun chuan ang soon tong...

Lol..When i was at V2, V3..keep shouting this few sentence..Kinda miss those days..Notice that i had been very long never go V2 and V3 liao..Ermm..need to find a day and go there dance awhile..Haha..

From tomorrow onwards i need to cook food for myself and enjoy, because whole family went overseas! As for now..Haiz..need to sleep early because tomorrow 10am i need to wake up because Gogo dogsitter coming to my house..Ah..sleeping time..Nite!

Wow im fuking dulanz!

2009-08-05T19:33:00.002+08:00

Fuck la! Im fucking dulanz! Piss off! Dulanz with my sis la! CCB! PUI! Since u going overseas and felt that u cant trust me taking care of tangtang, and need to ask someone come to our house and take a look at her..den u might jolly put tangtang at their house la!! If dont want den u should put full trust on me mah! Fuck la! Was planning to bring tangtang go out walk walk and everything de! Now dont want liao la! Screw it la! Totally no mood! Fuck! Im now super piss! CCB! If want me to take care den let me take care of everything la! Grrr!!!!! Was so fucking piss! No mood liao la! Damnit!

Haha

2009-08-04T22:28:00.004+08:00

Tong ah Tong! lol~

Just now i found some new photo that i took sometime ago..forget to upload..lol now gonna upload since i got nothing better to do~ lol~

Nothing to do at home now..

2009-08-04T21:41:00.007+08:00

Unglum photo..lol Picture Of The Day!

Was doing nothing at the playground..so took a photo of myself with messy hair..haha

OMG..i'm so bloody bored now! Ok..just now i recieved a call from TMC..Was happy when i heard she said.. "hi Alan, you student pass has been approved". OMG was so damn happy la..Then TMD suddenly she said.."Tomorrow remember to bring along 90 bucks, 1 passport size photo and your passport, thanks." I was like WTH? I tot i already paid 200 over dollar with the application? Ahh..really need so much money meh? OMG..So broke now..I need money, Money and MONEY! Oh damnit..

I need money! I really need around 300 plus bucks by end of this week sia! Haiz..If no other choice..i think i need to sell my backside! Haha..no la..joking..i wont do it even im out of cash..But if really no other choice, den i bo bianz..need to do some freelance programming again..Anyone out there wanna me help them do assignment?! Approach me! Haha..i'll give ya some discount!

2 more days, my whole family going overseas living me behind! OMG..need to find some program for myself at home sia..If not i sure rot rot and rot! Oh ya tomorrow i'm going to newton and play basketball..WOndering there got any basketball court around that area? Ermm..But too bad Siquan not joining us because he said he need to work, and by the time he reach home, will be around 7pm! OMG..poor Siquan~

Oh ya..gonna upload some unglum photo of mine taking at the playground that located near my house..lol why am i there? Because..erm..Secret..And dont misunderstand! With a buddy of mine..and is a he not a she! Haha!

Kinda long nv blog liao..

2009-08-03T23:50:00.003+08:00

Erm...Kinda long never blog..Ok now will update my blog alittle ba, if not it gonna rot real soon! Errr..Where should i start first? Ok..i think i know where to stay liao..Went to boat quay during Friday with, Peggy, Panda, Siquan, Jeff and Siting. Was enjoying ourself as nothing happen to me during that day..haha..Peaceful ~ And Peggy going back to her country during that day..And she will be back on the 7th? Ya i guess so..haha..

OMG..School assignment already released! I just started school for only 1 week and so fast the assignment already stress us out! Just now i went to take a look at my assignment, and i almost cry out loud because i dont know what the hell the assignment was talking about! Haha ..Guess i really need to start researching about what to do for my assignment!

During Thursday, my whole family going overseas and throw me alone in Singapore.. T_T Omg how am i suppose to spend the rest of my week alone at home? I cant be able to go out so often because my house got dogs! And i need to stay at home taking care of them! If not my sister gonna kill me when they returning back to Singapore..

Been playing basketball the pass few days..Was quite fun..Hope i get thinner by playing more basketball! Haha...I dont want my mother to say i look like a pig when she returning back to Singapore! I need to invite some friends of mine to come my house and accompany me over the weekend liao, if not i tell ya first..i sure cry of boredom!

I gonna upload some pictures of me and my friend..Dont misunderstand ok? LOL...

答應不愛你

2009-07-29T15:27:00.001+08:00

明明爱很清晰却又接受分离
我只剩失恋的权利
难过还来不及爱早已融入呼吸
不存在的存在心底

虽然很努力练习着忘记
我的心却还没答应可以放弃了你
真的对不起答应了你不再爱你
我却还没答应我自己

明明爱很清晰却要接受分离
我只剩失恋的权利
难过还来不及就让爱融入空气
不存在的存在心底

说好要忘记偏偏又想起
原来我的心还没有答应放弃了你
真的对不起虽然曾经答应了你
我却还没答应我自己
却又如何真的不爱你

Erm..started to recover from my sickness!

2009-07-29T14:23:00.006+08:00

This is the state whereby im high + sick! haha

On my way home from boat quay yesterday with the sickness + abit of drunk, juz abit only

Yesterday was very sick..Too weak to do anything..But guess ended up where i went? Erm..If let Kim know..she sure scold me! Haha..Yesterday suddenly went to boat quay, went to drink 2 tower of beers. Oh did i said went with who? With Siquan, Jeff and Yiting. Quite enjoy yesterday, cause nothing happen..and i saw tons of my friends who was from Lion Dance last time. By the time i reach home, the time was..Erm..6 plus? Kim dont scold me once u saw this blog! Haha..

I just finish watching 仙剑奇侠传. Wow the drama was so damn nice lor! But the ending quite sad! i rate it 4/5! Those guys who enjoy watching love, fighting drama..Why not try watch this drama? Haha..

I just found some photo that was taken quite long ago..haha..Today i'm gonna upload quite a number of photo ba~

Oh ya! Yesterday im damn freaking piss off with 1 gal! OMG! Wanna know why? Yesterday was smoking outside Martain Entertainment with Siquan and Stracy oh ya still got 1 more gal who i dont know de. I suddenly ask Stracy...

Me: hey Stracy..Vico got work today?

Stracy: No ah..why?

Stranger gal: So wat even Vico didnt come to work?

Me: No ah..just asking ma..coz she was my jie wat..

Stranger gal: Ohh...means if Vico didnt work today u wont come and support Martain ah?

Me: Huh? I didnt said that ah..And somemore even Vico work, she also not working at Martain..She work Whiskey leh..So no link leh..

Stranger gal: Bo liao..Den ask for wat?

Me: Cannot ask?

Den after that i super piss and walk away~ OMG..Damn freak up! I tok to Stracy also non of her bloody business la! Lucky she's a gal! Grr..Maybe coz she's a gal make me more piss off! Cant do anything! AHHH!!! Oh ya later maybe going to play basketball at Aljunied 108..Woot damn long didnt play over there..lol..Ok la..think gonna rest awhile before i head out!

I miss this song!

2009-07-28T16:04:00.001+08:00

I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl I'm so down when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy
You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again

OMG Im sick!

2009-07-28T11:47:00.003+08:00

OMG im sick since yesterday morning. Was so damn xingu la! Yesterday morning when i woke up, i was like..omg..my whole body was so tired and pain, keep coughing non-stop and felt very very cold! But no choice, i still need to go to school..I already set myself a target! Muz get at least a credit for this semester!

When the time strike 4pm, the class end! WOot..finally! But before that i already asked Siquan to meet me at bugis around 4.30pm as i need to wait till 7 plus to go boat quay and pass Kelvin the money that i suppose to passed him yesterday. Since the time was still early and Siquan haven arrived, so i decided to walk from city hall to bugis alone.

When reaching bugis, suddenly i received a msg..and it was from Peggy~ She asked me where am i, i was like blur blur and replied her that im at bugis lor..But suddenly i remember that she studying at bugis area! The first thing in my mind was..YEs la! Got ppl to pei me while waiting for Siquan! But when she replied me, i was like sianz 1/2 because she said she was at china town! Damn..

After Siquan arrived, Peggy also arrived. So we shop and walk around bugis area until Zhu Kai came..We went to eat blar blar..den Peggy need to go home and change..because she need to work yesterday nite..So me, Siquan and Zhu Kai went to play counterstrike for an hour den slowly walk to boat quay..

Was very sick during that time, but no choice still need to go and look for Kelvin. Reached there around 10pm, and i tot Zhu Kai they all only order a jug of beer, but ended up they ordered 1 tower! OMG..Oh ya also saw Jeff over there..After finish drinking, me and Siquan faster rush to the bus stop and check whether got any last bus for us, but lucky enough..lol..Reach home around 12 plus..after awhile more..I cannot take it anymore..i went to sleep..I tot today i wake up i will feel much better, but ended up..still very sick..omg! And now i have running nose! AH..Freak..I gonna go rest awhile liao..bb

Lastly a zhi lian pic of myself! haha!~!!

Boring Friday..

2009-07-25T16:53:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to boat quay...Erm..actually quite boring sia..went there..sing awhile..and drink..thats all..haha..Oh ya..yesterday i was shocked that i saw Shermine (Jeff's ex) in the pub..But she was working there, not as a waitress but some other promoter ba..Erm..also not call promoter ba..Is juz that those customer brought 1 jug of Jack Daniel, they can be able to play poker with her..If they won, they can be able to get a mini prize..Thats all..Notice that, she become more and more pretty liao..haha..Maybe grown up liao ba..Not only Shermine..I also saw Angela in the pub too! Haha..Been running around yesterday..We drank about..7 jugs of beer, 1 tower of beer, 2/5 of martell at speed, and 2 jugs of beer at the pub where it locate near plush bar and finally 1 jug of beer at Martain Entertainment..Oh ya! I also saw Roy at Boat Quay! Haha..Tell ya wat...Ah nong was drunk yesterday! Haha! He was sleeping in the pub when the time strike 4am! GG! Ok liao..Nothing to do now..guess i go and play some dota match liao ba~ BYE~

Wow damn tired now~

2009-07-22T00:01:00.003+08:00

Today i woke up damn early..woke up during 7 plus am..the purpose of waking up was not because im going to school..But i meeting Siquan and Jeff for some basketball match at Bedok CC..They said they wanna challenge the people over there..Erm..at first i asked them..Huh? Early in the morning got people going there and play meh? Lol..And they told me that..Ya..Bedok CC early in the morning sure got people over there playing basketball de..But when i reach there..Wow alot of people leh! I saw Siquan and Jeff was siting over there! And..the court was like..super cold! Haha!

I reach there..around 10? Lol!!! Was meeting them 9am de..But no choice..Wanna know why im late? I took 27 to tamp..and from there..i took 31 to Bedok..But Just now im damn stupid..Haha..While im waiting for the bus 31..Bus 31A arrived..I happily board the bus..paid $1.30 to the bus driver..The driver was looking at me..and asked me..Er u wanna go where? So as usual..I replied politely..Ohh..Im going to Bedok..Den the bus driver..replied..But this bus terminate at near Simei ITE..I was like blur blur..Erm ok ah..and didnt alight from the bus..Sit stupidly towards Simei ITE den figure out..OH DAMN! I board the wrong bus! OH freak! Haiz..That is the mean reason im late! LOL..

After that i reached home at around 4pm..was damn tired..Lol..So i decided to play 1 or 2 round of dota before i went to nap..but how i know..from around 5 plus..i nap until 10pm! omg..Ok i know im a pig..lol..I notice my face like got sunburn leh..Kinda pain..Haiz..Ok la..Im gonna on air con and watch my drama! Bye~

First day of school..

2009-07-20T22:50:00.002+08:00

Guess what am i doing now? Was watching incredible tale on channel 8. This is my first time watching it..Alot of ppl told me that it was nice..So i planning to watch while waiting for nong..Wait ah..brb..was watching show right now..trying to concentrate watching it, if not later i miss some important detail..

Back!!

Today my first day of school..lol saw quite a number of unfamiliar face..And the most importable thing was...I saw 1 pretty girl in my class! OMG! Finally! Haha..

Just now Siquan called me..asked me to play basketball tomorrow early in the morning at Bedok! OMG..Haha..but also a good idea la cause i need to go on diet too..Ok brb again..show start again..haha..

Back again~

Actually..nothing more to type..lol..Oh ya..saw Kelvin after my lesson..Erm..quite envy..Cause he finish his study and gonna get his degree cert on the 25th..Haiz..If i didnt failed last time, i think now i also grad with him liao ba..kinda sad..haiz..

Ok nothing more to write and say..after watching that show, den play a few games with ah nong..after that head to bed and need to wake up early in the morning! Nite all!

OMG im so early!

2009-07-20T10:33:00.003+08:00

Picture of the day!

Its 10.30am now and im already awake from my sweet dream! Im so proud of myself! Haha..Erm..but..the main reason i woke up so damn early is..later i need to go to school..OMG..School reopen today! So sianz..Say bye to my holiday and welcome to my school day..

Yesterday night had been thinking alot. I think i really need to set a target for this semester! What kind of target? Of course aim high mark for my module! I must not slack around like what i alway did during the past.. Think this time im serious! Wake up Alan! Wake up!

Erm..Still trying to figure out, what should i bring later? Lol..Pen..notebook...nothing? Oh ya..my MP4~ This is the must thing in my bag! I cant go out anywhere without my MP4! Think maybe tonight, im going to look for new song and upload it into my MP4~ So guys any nice R&B song to intro me!

Yesterday we had a wonderful dinner! Been years since i ate lobster! DAMN delicious lor! I ate till my stomach gonna blast! After dinner my er jie drove us home..I was damn scare in the first place coz my er jie had not been driving for 2 to 3 years..lol! But heng enough, we are all home safely! Haha..Must give my jie some confident! Ok done with my blog..need to prepare myself and pack my bag now! See ya all again!

Tomorrow School reopen!

2009-07-19T12:33:00.005+08:00

Picture Of the day! Me and my Vico Jie!

So fast that today is my last day of my holiday, after today i need to go back to the boring school once again~ So sad..!

During Friday, i went to boat quay with Kenneth, Ah nong and 2 of his friends which i dont know their name~ Haha.. Drank quite alot..Total was around 4 bottles of martell if i include Mension in..
Took quite alot of picture during that night..but i took the most pic was with my JIE Vico! Haha..I think i abit drunk during that night! LOL! Hangover till very late last night sia! OMG i need to quit drinking liao! Promise myself..im not going to drink this 2 weeks! Later i dont know whether im going to play basketball with Wei Jian they all not..coz kinda lazy..haha ok i gonna upload some pic liao!

Ah Cai's Birthday

2009-07-16T16:32:00.002+08:00

Erm..yesterday went to boat quay to celebrate Ah Cai's birthday..Erm..wait..before i start i wanna say something..

Hey For those reader..Feel free to look around, and for those who are not happy with what i wrote on the blog..please juz shoo off..Dont be a dog and wrote those bo liao things on the tag..This blog belong to me, i write what is up to my own problem..dont mind ur bloody business please and thanks..To John..i would like u to fuk off thanks..And also..please stop been a keyboard warrior thanks.. =D

Ok..lets carry on with the birthday boy..Yesterday was kinda fun nothing happen..peacefully thru out whole nite..Drank quite alot yesterday..At first..drank 2 jug of beer and 2 bottle of martell at speed..Erm there was around 7 people over there..After melvin they all arrive..we move on to mansion pub..Tell ya..OMG...drank damn alot sia..Drank roughly 8 bottles of martell..Oh ya..now den i know that yesterday i did ask a gal for phone number..haha!! We drank until 7 plus..during that time i was like KO liao..haha..I totally dont remember wat i did after that..

OMG pain pain and pain!

2009-07-14T20:00:00.002+08:00

OMG i juz wake up from my dream! Guess what am i doing this whole morning!? Guess correctly? I was playing basketball with Jeff and Siquan! OMG damn tired sia! But was kinda fun..But why out of sudden we decided to play basketball in the morning...? Haha will gonna tell u the reason later..

Yesterday i was planning to stay at home and relax..Den suddenly Jenny called me and asked me to go boat quay, of course i rejected her due to running out of cash! Haha..But she still forced me to go(i dont know why she got the power to ask every people surround her to go whenever the people dont feel like going sia..u all can give it a try next time and test her power! haha)..So i went to boat quay..When i reach there, i saw Jeff and his gf..Omg..me single again while there are 2 couple! SO sianz and emo..But i went to boat quay also nothing to do~Haiz..drank less den 5 cups of beer..After that went to play lan..haha play L4D expert mode..the last part was so hard la! Keep dying..Been trying to complete it..but fail! Spent around 2 hours at the last part! OMG! After lan, we decided to play basketball near my house because only my house got basketball~ Haha..We decided to play any 3 on 3 match during end of the years..so now trying to train back our basketball skill! Haha..We played from 7am to 11am! That is the mean reason why my body hurts so much now! Haiz....OK time to burn my iso file and try to install window 7 in my other comp and test! See ya!

Drink and drink and drink!

2009-07-11T21:41:00.002+08:00

SI Ah nong! Nah the photo that u keep asking me to upload de la! MAFAN!

Yesterday went to boat quay with nong..Was having alot of fun over there! Haha..But i nearly quarrel with Kelvin due to small matters..Oh btw Kelvin was the manager of the pub. But after awhile later..Jenny and Siquan appear! Haha..Was playing, singing + drinking till 6am! Ended up i was abit drunk drunk type liao ba..Coz i felt damn sleepy! U guess wat time i woke up juz now? 5pm den i woke up! OMG i think im a pig sia! And school gonna reopen soon..need to control myself for not sleeping till so late liao! Ah kinda lazy to blog..going to watch my drama again! BYE!

Woot..back

2009-07-10T02:31:00.002+08:00

Wow now den i notice that i had been quite long didnt blog..Haha..what i had been doing all this days? Actually nothing much..rot at home watching Taiwan drama or some dota matches with ah nong and ah cai lor..lol..But tomorrow different..tml im going to boat quay with Ah nong! Haha gonna emo with him liao..I got too many things stuck in my heart for so long..wanna go out relax abit..

Erm..i must try not to get so emo also! Haha..I myself also dont know why..abit abit emo liao..Need to control my emotional thingy~

I think i must move forward and look for a gf for myself..haha..But kinda hard to find gal who suits me..Felt quite lonely when watching movie with 3 couples.. Why 3 couples? because 2 to 3 days ago, i went to watch movie with Jenny they all..OMG...3 couples and only me alone who is single..felt abit weird..Haiz..where is my love one? Or am i too ugly till no one likes me? Haiz..Sianz ah!

Erm..

2009-07-06T01:24:00.003+08:00

This morning around 6am plus then i reach home..Erm where i went last night? LOL..I went to amk, Zhu Kai's house and slack..slack until the midnight charge over..den i take a cab home..Before that i was at the chalet..Omg..chalet i really drank alot..but also not consider alot ba..Erm..dont know la..Kinda lazy to think so much now..

I feel like drinking now leh..got alot of problem in my mind right now! I tried not to think so much, but it keep flashing into my brain..Grr..

Erm..Oh ya good news! Wahaha i today tried to repair my other lappy, and guess wat? It work! Woot! I decided to used my sony vaio for my school or outside work, and wont be use it for gaming, and i gonna use my HP to be my gaming lappy..haha..I notice my HP lappy's RAM spoil =( need to upgrade it to 2gib in order to run Window 7..Haha..ok ok.. its kinda late right now..guess i gonna slack awhile before sleep..nite all~

Back home sound and safe~

2009-07-03T02:15:00.002+08:00

I juz reach home not long ago..Went to AMK and look for Vans as she was like emo-ing..Erm..Actually before i met her just now, i also know she sure quarrel with her husband..Erm..I wrote it short ba..We drank 9 bottle of beers...After that Alex, Siquan and Jenny arrived..Was chit chatting over her thingy with her husband..Of course we did find solution to solve the problem also..As for what problem between both of them, i dont wanna mention in the blog as its belong to their private issue..

I tot when i reach home, no more stress or relationship thingy happen..Suddenly Vans call me and told me that her husband was not at home..Oh btw her husband was a close buddy of mine..I was like..Haiz..den follow on by alot of trouble ba..Lazy to mention..

Now..all my buddy around me got bf..For example..Zhu kai = Vans, Siquan = Jenny, Alex = Sihui, Roy = PeiPei, Jeff = Angel... How about me? Haha..Where is my AIAI! Grr..They plan to go chalet tml..and they all going to bring their gf/wife along..Actually i dont feel like going, cause..kinda extra..all couple only me alone single..Do u get what i mean? Haha..

Saw her once again..But nothing to say..Just smile like what i always does!

Waiting for Siquan call now..ah now i juz wanna lie on my comfortable bed and read the comic i just brought just now..Wooo..Nite all~

For someone i love

2009-07-02T14:31:00.002+08:00

Haiz..

I regret..i regret why i never look straight in your eye when i meet you..
I regret..i regret why i never said i love you earlier..
I regret..i regret letting you go..
Do you know everyday when i wake up, the first thing i wish to look at..is you?
Before i went to sleep, i would like to grab your hand and hug you tight to sleep..
I also regret..i regret why i never told you anything that i mention above to you before?
But..
Why when i able to tell you i love you and i would like to be with you forever..something happen?

Haiz..dont know why got this urge to write..Haha something went wrong in my mind liao..siao liao..i sot liao..

Notice

2009-06-30T22:47:00.002+08:00

Now then i notice something..People may willing to help his/her partner to be happy, sad and stay alive no matter what happen. As for me, I willing to help u be happy, sad or even stay alive even without u. But deep in my heart, i wish i would be able to sit beside u and watch the sunset/sunrise, to quarrel with u, to accompany u when u feel lonely and everything that we can do under the big blue sky or even dark black sky. Even when we quarrel everyday, its ok..I just wish to see u everyday. Even u sit there and doing nothing, i also willing to accompany you all the way because i still can get to see you..and..i wont disappear right in front of you..Because im strong..Strong like a tree..even one day when the tree fallen, dont worry..I'll still stand in front of you protecting you..Forever..

Nothing to say

2009-06-29T17:53:00.002+08:00

I have becoming someone that i myself also cannot recognise..

Wont be blogging this few days..

Leave me alone..

Thanks..

Hang over!

2009-06-26T22:05:00.002+08:00

Guess i slept till wat time today? Haha..i slept until 4 to 5 pm! Erm..haha cause i 7plus am den sleep! lol..Went to boat quay yesterday night with ah nong..lol both of us was singing + travelling around..Went to Honey, Million and Speed..Erm..was quite drunk yesterday..Haha..Ah Nong vomit! Lol! He vomit 2 times! First was at Honey pub..Second was in the cab! Wahahah! Oh ya tml Alex book out from his reservice..And he jioing me out..Erm i dont think i will be going ba..Haiz..alot of reason lor..My head so pain right now..Too long nv been to boat quay liao..lol Saw alot of friends over there..Guess wat? Yesterday i brought 4 jug of beers and get 2 free..lol~ 1 is Kelvin treat..Another is 1 customer who i dont know treat de..lol..

Erm i just finish downloaded 1 online game..Dont know whether nice or not..The name of the game call Backshot.. I think i go and try now..haha see ya and bye~

So full today~

2009-06-25T02:08:00.002+08:00

Nothing to do..lol

Today im quite tired~ Wanna know why? The reason was my house air con spoil and asked the repairman to come my house and repair..Need to watch them repair from around 1pm to 8pm.. OMG...Im so sleepy and hungry just now..After everything i still need to mop the floor~ OMG~ I quite envy my da jie..she reach home and sit on the sofa doing nothing..Haiz..why cant she help out abit?

After everything went to eat dinner with Gugu, Er jie and Cosmas kor..Cosmas kor drove us to chomp chomp and eat..Erm..the food there quite delicious~ Haha..next time i will be going there and eat..

Reach home, after bathe and preparing to have my dota session with nong and cai..But suddenly nong said he was very piss with 1 guy who posed him and create a blog..Means..that guy create a blog using nong photo..and fake everything..using his name to chase after gal and also tok bad things behind his back..This is the fake blog of that guy..http://fated-lifee.blogspot.com..

Ok I think thats all for today ba..Gonna head to bed soon..nite all~

Home~

2009-06-23T03:34:00.002+08:00

Just came back from Tamp..Went to meet Jenny and Siquan..We was happily chatting..Been chatting almost everything with them! Woot..so happy..Coz i notice that..I had not been chatting with them for a very long time~ Jenny and Siquan..If u happen to read my blog..I wanna say sorry to both of ya from MIA-ing the past few months..And also thanks for everything that even i went MIA, both of u still treat me as BRO! Love both of u the best!!

Im sad!! Real SAD! Haha..why u nv call me? And after u called me..u asked me other thing! But..Haiz..I wanna tell ya the truth..but i cant! Do u know..I been emo-ing nowaday coz of u!? U dont know!? Damn sianz and tired for keeping the truth in my heart for such a long time~ I wanna look for u~ But i juz dont have the courage to do so!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

LOL..feel like shouting..but i cant..coz im at home..if i shout..sure get myself into trouble..lol~ AHh dont care liao la..Think this coming Wednesday or Thursday gonna go Boat Quay and get myself drunk liao la! Hack care! Oh..think i will be going alone~ Loner FTW!~ FTW = For The Win~ lol~

Gonna go out soon!

2009-06-22T18:15:00.003+08:00

Erm..Later i gonna meet Siquan and Jenny at Tamp..I think go there drink coffee ba..lol..Since nothing to do at home..Alex went to reservice liao...Haiz think 1 week later den be able to see him ba..omg sound so gay! LOL~

I wanna watch Transformer..Think i gonna go watch tml..Haha coz i dont feel like staying at home..While staying at home..i will think alot of things..And also i dont wanna trap myself in the stupid room the whole bloody day!

I think i gonna go Boat Quay alone this coming Wednesday or Thursday ba..So long nv go down le..Go there show face i also happy.. lol~ But of course will try to control myself not to get drunk! If drunk..this time round no one gonna take care of me liao..Lol..

Now im updating my iphone...Haiz..so bloody long..OH ya..im downloading Window 7! Haha anyone wanna be my first customer to try out this newest OS? =P OMG my second day of non smoking...feel so xingu..No matter wat..later i will go out and buy a pack of cig! A reward for myself for not smoking for 2 days! Wahaha.. OK la i go watch show liao..BYE!

Unlucky day!

2009-06-22T02:40:00.002+08:00

OMG i dont know what happen to my modem siao siao liao..I also dont know what actually happen. I can be able to recieved signal but cannot sent the signal..WTH! And now im using my mobile broadband. Screw that man..

Today been rotting at home the whole day..Play dota and sufing the net..Nothing to do also..Tomorrow Alex gonna reservice le, wondering he can cope up with all those physical training..Haha..

I feel like drinking again..Damn it..Haha..Oh ya today i didnt smoke for the whole bloody day! OMG im so proud of myself! Now Ah nong went to sleep liao, and after i finish fixing my modem, i also dont know wat to do..Watch movie? Oh ya when tok abt movie, yesterday i just finished download a movie called "Coming Soon"..omg..the movie quite scary de sia..

Tomorrow i also dont know what am i going to do again? Guess i will stay at home the whole day and save money..den Friday go Boat quay and drink! WOot good idea am i right? My room getting messy, tomorrow its time for me to pack my room liao..Erm..why not i pack now as i got nothing better to do? Haha why am i so stupid..ya pack now! Ok guys..time to pack my room..bye!

Ahh..Back from chalet..

2009-06-19T18:36:00.002+08:00

Im back from Alex's chalet..Alot of things happen..lol..But i notice that i did quite alot of stupid things when im at the chalet..haha..Im so tired right now, i dont really sleep well the past few nights..Haiz..

The last night at the chalet..was the most relaxing day because me and ah nong went to the beach..and guess wat we are doing? LOL..We was drinking and chit chatting..Quite relax at the first place..But when started to drink with ah gal and monster..lol it was like..wtf..we was drinking so fast? But in the end im dead drunk ba..Haiz..

Kinda lazy to type everything out..lol..Enjoy the photo that i had just uploaded ba..

Boring Night

2009-06-16T01:22:00.002+08:00

Erm..tonight was sooooo boring! LOL..

Oh ya..
To Alex the birthday boy!

Happy Birthday to u~
Happy Birthday to u~
Happy Birthday to Alex~
Happy Birthday to u~

Alex..Hope all ur dreams come true! And now you're 24 liao..means u getting more and more mature liao..Dont alway fight fight and fight..Understand?!

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Just finish bathing..OMG..so refresh..ended up i cant be able to sleep..lol! Tomorrow i need to go Alex's chalet..So will be away for about 4 days? Erm..I think tomorrow i sure drunk until i dont know who am i..Haha..Because Alex told me that there will be plenty of drink for me to drink..Haha..Think i better becareful..lol if sense that im going to drunk, better run away..lol..

Erm..Wat am i going to do now? Dota also bored..Xbox i also play until damn sianz..AHHH! Go boat quay? Erm..guess no ba..If i go boat quay, tomorrow i sure cant be able to wake up on time~

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I dont think i can be a good boyfriend because..In order to become a good boyfriend, i need to give up alot of things! First of all, i need to give up friends..Second, i need to give up my night life and lastly, i cant be able to go clubbing anymore.. But i was once a good boyfriend, but my ex take it for granted..Because of my EX, i change..Totally change~ Wondering was it a good thing or bad? OMG..emo again? Haha..No I cant emo!

Think i go and download more song and try to sleep ba! NITE!

Drag me to hell!

2009-06-13T01:23:00.002+08:00

Just back not long ago..Haha..Had a heavy supper with my Da Jie just now..so full..Thanks jie for treating me such a delicious supper~ =D

Just now went to watch movie with Jovin and Sihui..We watched the movie called Drag Me To Hell..Erm..This movie not bad..Haha...

The story was about..

In Pasadena, California in 1969, a young Mexican couple rushes to the home of medium Shaun San Dena. Their son had stolen jewelry from a group of gypsies three days prior, and since then, has been complaining of seeing and hearing things not of this earth. San Dena tries to help the boy in a seance, but she and the boy's parents can only watch in horror as the boy is thrown from the balcony by an unseen force before being pulled into Hell by demonic hands. And the Story still carry on.. Haha..

After movie den i went to meet my da jie for supper liao..End of today activity..

OMG yesterday i drank damn alot! Know wat i had drank?! i drank 151, 6 jug of beer and martell..The martell took 5 mins to finish! OMG scary! But lucky not that drunk, still can be able to walk around..haha..But i did vomit! OMG..damn er xin~ The 151 was very strong! It was 75% alcohol! And of course not i drank alone..lol..

Very long nv meet Siquan and Zhu Kai liao..was having alot of fun at Le Bar with them! Haha laughing and playing! But there is a small quarrel between Zhu Kai and his wife..Haiz..

OMG..few more days is Alex's birthday, and i haven save money for him yet! Haha..Need to start saving tml liao! Ok time for me to relax..haha nite all!

Siao Gal pic~

2009-06-11T00:22:00.008+08:00

Got 1 crazy gal..nothing better to do..but take alot of stupid photo..Boys and gals..please dont laugh after you all see the photos! I know u all will laugh..coz..Haiz..dont wanna say liao...U all know can liao...

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So did all the photo spoil all of ur mood? I do think so am i right? Haha!

Update Update!

2009-06-09T19:19:00.003+08:00

Why my face look so steam?

We are the champion!

Erm..tml Ah Nong coming to sengkang and play basketball with me~ Haha..First time sia..Wow i dont know been how many days rotting at home liao..haha..Alot of ppl asking me out..but i just dont feel like going out..Dont know why..

Today alot of weird weird phone no miss called me..haha But i didnt ans the phone..as this morning the Create Talents Pte Ltd called me and asked me to have appointment with them during 1pm..But i didnt attend..Haha..I'm afraid that it was their contact no so i didnt pick up..

Erm..and yes..today gonna rot at home once again..Haha..actually yesterday night, Alex said he wanna come to my house and drink..but ended up didnt..guess he was lazy ba because he was at Woodland during that time.

Sianz..I dont know why leh..Feel like going to Boat Quay leh..haha..But i need to control myself no matter wat! Haha..Here is the photo that i found on my friend's facebook..the picture shown last time we get champion on the TMC 3 on 3 match..

Im back!

2009-06-09T05:08:00.002+08:00

--------------------Yoz all! Im back!-----------------------

Haha..my comp was sent to the hospital few days ago..think bout 1 week ba..that is why i didnt update my blog! Erm..this week my life was so sux without comp! Haha...i guess i really cant live without comp sia..Computer can light up my life with color! Haha..Lame..I know its lame..lol..

What i had been doing last week without comp?
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Playing Xbox 360! haha..

I just brought myself a fighting stick, 1 streetfighter 4 xbox games and 1 RPG games call The Last Remnant. It was awesome! Haha..This 2 games accompany me through the week! Oh ya..I had not been drinking for bout 1 week! Actually feel like drinking alittle..But leh..erm..Haha..Trying to quit ba..Kinda waste of money!

Yesterday, while im waiting for Kimberly and the rest for some steamboat session..got a gal approach me..

Gal: Hi there..Are u a singaporean?
Me: Huh.."Blur face".. No..Why?
Gal: Oh im from Create Talents Pte Ltd "Flashing her name card to me"..
Me: Err ya? den?
Gal: We are looking for male model for our freelance modeling, and we hope that u can join our company..There is our website on the name card, feel free to look around..And also..can i know ur hp no so we can be able to contact u?
Me: ah..orh..98008401..
Gal: Ok thanks..we will call u tomorrow..is that ok?
Me: Orh ok.. "Was very blur during that time"

Think that gal really cock eye liao..lol..Cant she see the fats im carrying?! GrR...

Oh ya im on diet! Trying to stop eating my stupid supper at night!

WOw its 5:22am now..i think i better get more sleep if not my eye sure have serious eye bag..! Night all!

Sianz Comp sot sot liao

2009-05-29T02:52:00.002+08:00

Haiz..my comp suddenly sot sot..Haiz..now backing up all my important document den have to reformat later..so sad and troublesome..!

Tomorrow is the day when Ah Soon birthday, need to go and look for him during evening time. Haiz so boring now..Comp so lag at the moment..! Haiz..! I need to buy need xbox game because my exam gonna finish soon! YAY! Wahaha so happy!

Wondering still got any other important document for me to backup not..

Ahhh dont wanna blog liao..lazy..haha i mean dont want to blog for today...bye all!

Tomorrow Exam!

2009-05-27T05:22:00.002+08:00

OMG...Just now Kelvin told me that i pass my final project! OMG was so damn happy la! OMG OMG! I dont expect to pass sia..wahhaah! Now I no need to worry about my project anymore..Now i worry most is the exam for tomorrow! Database was so damn hard sia..Just 1 question i need to write around 2 pages of A4 size paper..May god bless me!

Been camping this 2 days at home studying and get to understand more about database..Trying real hard to study the query for database ended up find it quite useless because it only 15% of the paper that will test us query. (This is what Kelvin told me) Haiz..

Now already 5 plus and im still not sleeping..why? Because stress lor..Haiz..Althought i pass my assignment for database but i didnt get very high mark..So i need to put in extra effort for my written exam! University life really sucks lor!

Wondering what am i going to do after tomorrow exam? Actually plan to go Aljunied and visit my granny but i tried to call her since monday, and no one answered the phone..Wondering why!? Anyone wanna go bugis with me to walk walk and chit chat? Those who want please give me a call before 5.30 or after 8..Its pm hor..lol..

OK now carry on with my study! Jia you for myself!

Blur + Piss!

2009-05-23T15:11:00.003+08:00

Preparing myself before going out..My hair..anyhow style..lol!

Yesterday night was a terrible night for me! Screw it!

Ok lets start from the beginning..

Was watching movie with Sihui and Alex at around 11 plus pm yesterday night. After movie and it was around 1.30am..I called Jenny/Siquan as they called me earlier for celebrating his advance birthday..

Me: Hey, i just finished watching movie...wat time Jeff's pub close ah? (It was 1.30am during that time)
Jenny: Jeff's pub 2am close leh..
Me: Oh ok..nvm..i go eat first den i rush down ba..
Jenny: AH since like that..den u no need to come down liao ba...
Me: Ohh..Ok ba..after jeff's pub close..u all going to boat quay?
Jenny: No ba...going home..
Me: alright den..bye..

Den i tot i no need to go liao..since Jenny said no need..Den after that went to boat quay for relaxing lor..Oh ya i saw Nettey! Wahaha..first time saw her in real life..lol..

During around 4am plus..Suddenly Vans called...I was shocked after heard wat Vans said..

Vans: Hey where u?
Me: At boat quay lor..why?
Vans: huh? u can go boat quay cannot come and find Siquan?
Me: Huh? Jenny said no need to go down leh..
Vans: Dont u know she said dont need to come down means come down meh?
Me: i was like speechless..
Vans: If u wanna save this friendship..I suggest that u come down now..

Den..when i reach there..few ppl like showing me black face..Feel like going off during that moment..But coz of Siquan i tahan..I was quite dulanz because, if at the first place Jenny nv said dont need to come this sentence den i will be going..And if i go means nothing will happen..Haiz..the feeling kinda sucks lor..! Piss off..

...Nothing much to write..

2009-05-21T02:21:00.002+08:00

Erm..Rot..Know the meaning of rot?!

–verb (used without object)

1.	to undergo decomposition; decay.

2.	to deteriorate, disintegrate, fall, or become weak due to decay (often fol. by away, from, off, etc.).

3.	to languish, as in confinement.

4.	to become morally corrupt or offensive.

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Ok i know im lame..lol..Because..im ROTTING at home! OMG OMG! LOL..
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Just finished a match of dota..was kanna tok like hell..lol but lucky im not the one feeding..OMG today should be my study day..ended up lazy to study..First of all, because i dont know where to start..Shit lor..Exam is around the corner..And im still relaxing?
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Air con spoil! OMG! Im hot like hell now..the weather is so damn hit at this moment..How i wish i can be able to on my air con now..I guess other reason for not study is because of no air con! Haha.. =P
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What am i going to do tomorrow? I think i need to download my past year exam paper and research..Will try to pick the question..Haiz..University life really suck! I cant wait to stop studying! Guess now i will try to sleep..Nite earth!

Erm Erm..

2009-05-17T16:54:00.003+08:00

What am i doing and thinking now?
I dont know..

Haiz..

Felt so..

Lonely..

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I just finished cutting my bloody hair..And the result was..
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Feel like going to play basketball alone..but quite boring..haha..Dont know what to do for today..Dont feel like going out today..But also dont feel like rotting at home..See! I dont really know what am i thinking about! Exam incoming! And also holiday incoming too! Wahaha!
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Been going to Boat Quay nowaday..found that Boat Quay damn boring now..haha..
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Ah dont wanna blog liao..nothing to write..the more i think what to write..the more emo i receive!

Dulanz Night!

2009-05-12T22:48:00.003+08:00

Me and Kimberly

Haiz..Happening yesterday..But since like everyone is blaming me..

Yesterday night, last min went to Boat Quay..the main purpose to Boat Quay is to pass watch to SiHui..Saw Kimberly and Pearlyn..Was chit chatting happily..Tot everything will be fine during that night..But something happen when we are eating..Haiz..

Me, Ah Cai, Alex and Sihui went to Mac and eat our breakfast. Everything was quite ok..The thing is about to happen.. I wanna go toilet, but when i reach outside the toilet, the toilet wrote "cleaning in progress".. After that i heard 2 to 3 guys was laughing, and they are looking at me..Damn..i did nothing..but to go back up to my seat..but after few min, im getting piss and piss..was thinking (WTF are they laughing at?!)..So i decided to go down and ask them alone, as i dont wanna other to get into trouble..

Me: Hey...Just now you all laughing at me ah? (Was outside Mac)
Guy A: No ah..we didnt laugh u ah?
Me: But i remember clearly u all looking at me and laugh..
Guy A: No la..Not laughing..
Guy B: WAT? ME FROM.....
Me: Den?!
Guy C: Now we didnt laugh at u..u trying to find us trouble ah?
Me: If u didnt laugh..den suay lor..
Guy B: Suay den siamz la!
Me: PCB! u think this place u buy ah? Fuck ask me to go den i go? Why not u go? I cannot stand here enjoy my cigg ah?!
Guy B: Den u stand there slowly smoke lor.. (was standing there and dont wanna move..but waiting for me to go away..)
Me: Of course i will stand here slowly smoke la..Any problem ah?!
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Was staring each other
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Guy C: U xiong at my friend for wat?
Me: Buai Tahan xiong go home la..wat..cannot xiong ah? Wat u wanna do?
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Alex they all arrive during that time..
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Alex, Ah Cai: Wat happen?
Me: nothing..just smoking nia..
Guy B: Knnbccb..
Me: CCB u scold my mother for fuck? (was going towards him)
Sihui, Alex they all was stopping me...
Me: My mother got finding u trouble ah? Why my mother get involve?
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Den Alex they all was trying to tok peace with them..After awhile more they walk away..
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I find it weird..Ok maybe my fault..But i just ask who laughing at me that is not in a hash way..Den they trying to tok hash with me..My fault? They scold my mother, my fault? I dont wanna let Alex they all get involve, my fault? NVM..no mood to do anything now..Felt so tired and sianz..

Happy Mother's Day!

2009-05-10T16:09:00.003+08:00

Me and my little god bro Ah Nong!

Today i have 2 event! OMG..BUSY BUSY!..

Need to go and eat with my whole family at around 5 plus pm..Because we need to celebrate Mother's Day! Haha..The place where we gonna eat will be at Bedok. And the second event will be Swee Xing's wedding! I must reach the place at around 7.30pm..very rush am i right?

Yesterday night went to Boat Quay again..and yes..Boat Quay again! But lucky didnt drink much, just felt very tired and thats all. Actually dont feel like going..but my ke ai de meimei broke off with his bf..as a korkor of her..i need to accompany her..

Im so damn bored yesterday while im at Boat Quay, Alex go and accompany his friend, Jovin also go and accompany her friend and Sihui busy working..Left me along stupidly sitting on the chair stoning. I purposely walk to Whiskey but she look kinda busy..Zhi Cheng and Ah Zai also dont know at where..Grr..
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You asked me i miss who?
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Stupid question..
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I miss you lor..
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Sianz, i dont know what to wear..ahhh..

WOot..drunk and drunk!

2009-05-09T19:29:00.004+08:00

Me and Kimberly!

My Swollen Hand! OMG! Why the bloody wall so hard?!

Me and Clara..

Yesterday..im dead drunk! LOL..i dont know hw i got home..Haha..Met Kimberly , Clara and Chris at Honey pub yesterday. They keep asking me to drink..OMG..After Honey pub, im abit abit high high..Haha..Den keep running around..Went to QB, Speed but also ended up back to Honey pub coz Melvin was there..lol..

OUCH! My hand damn pain! Was swollen..lol..I dont know why..maybe yesterday night when im drunk, i vent my stupid anger on the wall. Stupid right? But weird leh, i was dead drunk yesterday night..but no hangover leh..Dont know why..

Carol and Han Meng..Sad to know that..But it was too suddenly...Relationship alway give people alot of surprise..

Very long time never meet Siquan, Jenny and Zhu Kai liao..Yesterday before going to Boat Quay, went to meet Siquan they all. We chit chat for around 1 hour plus, den i move on to boat quay and meet Alex + Ray..

Why whenever i go and look for u, u alway so busy? Why u didnt call me? Why u didnt sms me? Was very emo nowaday u know mah?

Dont know later im going to boat quay anot..depend ba..this week im very crazy sia..keep going to boat quay..I think i must really cut down going to boat quay liao..

Useless...

2009-05-08T12:17:00.002+08:00

Today i woke up damn early. Haha..I dont know why..suddenly woke up..and tear started to roll down from my eye..Think im still very tired that is why tear rolling down.. But feel kinda emo leh!
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Am i happy? No!
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Am i sad? I dont know!
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Am i missing someone? Yes!
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Am i childish? Haha..Maybe? But when my friend told me..my mindset was still not mature..Still wanna play around..OMG..You dont understand me at all! I just wanna act playful in front of u all or my friends..so that they will feel comfortable! Ya i haven step into the real working environment..but i already set my target! I know that..a person mindset will change when they start working..or change of enviroment..but..Haiz..i dont wanna mention it liao ba..sianz..
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The more i saw u..the more emo i will get..please..please try to stay away from me as far as possible ba..I dont wanna hurt u, or my friend..Just let me suffer alone ba..The feeling was very suck..but no choice..who know? Haha..No one know how i feel now..
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I know im lame!
I know im useless!
But give me times..i will prove that im not!

Prawn-ing? Fish-ing?

2009-05-04T19:26:00.003+08:00

This Siao Gal again!

Saw THIS?!!?!?! MY HONOR!

Ah..quite emotional today..I dont know why..LOL..so suddenly..Tear suddenly came out from my eyes for no special reason. Ahh..

Yesterday went to fish prawn..Er prawn catching? Or prawn fishing? Ah dont know la..lol I only know its my first time in my life that did this outdoor activity. Need to be really very patient sia. Haha..was very fun exp..I catch quite a number of prawns yesterday..haha..The prawns was huge and deliecious! OMG.. LOL..I think i going to go there once more again..Dont know who wanna accompany me?
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Oh ya! WOot yesterday i went to play my school basketball tournament. Me, Han Meng, Ah Cai, Febby and Eddy as a team.. Oh and its a 3 on 3 match. We played at the CC that is close to Redhill MRT. Guess..we won or lose? Faster guess...
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We are the champion!
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Haha..been playing my school basketball tournament for years..and normally i only can get the 3rd or 4th place! And i was shocked that we got the first place yesterday! WOot..Was damn happy! Haha..After my basketball tournament, we went to Kelvin's house..Know what is the reason for going to Kelvin's house? Haha the main reason was..Kelvin's baby first month! Very cute sia..the baby..Was damn tired yesterday..Haiz..Damn emo now!

Tomorrow School Basketball match!

2009-05-02T22:28:00.004+08:00

Picture Of the Day!
Crazy Women Spotted!

Guess who? I think alot of people might know who..

Hand written movie ticket..lol..

What we ate today at tamp 1

Stupid Alex and SiHui was sleeping Soundly on my comfortable bed..

Candie Shot? Haha..please dont scold me if u saw this..

Omg look so gay lor! LOL..

Me and ke ai de SiHui..haha..

Haha..i just reach home not long ago..Erm..Just now went to 2 places. Haiz..Later den i tell ya where i go..erm not I..is we..

Early in the stupid morning..Alex called me..

Alex: Alan..still sleeping ah?
Me: Ya la..its only 9am leh...
Alex: Later me and Sihui go to ur house and slack hor?
Me: Mai siao la..today cannot la..and somemore why keep coming to my house and slack sia..
Alex: Me and Sihui very sianz mah..and both of us was very tired and dont know go where..so go ur house and slack lor...
Me: u dont be such a ass! Ah nvm..i go and look for u all ba..
Alex: Dont want! I wanna slack at ur house! I dont care..later me and Sihui straight away take a cab and go to ur house..Prepare to open the door ba..HAHA!
Me: Screw u deep deep la! Dont play la! Im serious ok!?
Alex: ok la ok la..come to orchard and look for us..
Me: Haiz ok..

Then went to Orchard just to look for Alex and Sihui..OMG! LAME right?! Since im going to Orchard..I plan to go to Kinokuniya and walk around after i meet Alex they all. But ended up didnt!! Want to know why!? Grr...

Me: Oi i wanna go Kinokuniya walk walk leh...i wanna see whether got any new book arrive for me to read anot?
Sihui: er.. anything..
Alex: DOnt want la! I dont wanna to go in! Because very unlucky coz i will SUUUU money! (book in chinese)
Me: WTH la..dont like that leh...
Alex: How about u go in lor..me and Sihui wait for u downstairs..
Me: Ah forget abt it..(Was damn piss during that time..Real Piss!)

Was doing nothing..so we plan to catch a movie..since the time is still early for us.. The movie ticket we brought was very special..lol Its was hand written..I know its lame..but my first time received this kind of movie ticket..lol.. We got 1 hour free time..Me and Sihui plan to play some lan game before the movie start, but Alex dont want..he said wanna play snooker, but Sihui dont want because she dont know how to play..Ended up we went to go and catch bear bear..lol..Got 4 bear bear total after spending 20+ bucks..lol..Dont know whether worth it or not?! Erm..Oh the movie we was watching is horseman..Erm..Still ok ok la..Not that bad..Haha..But also consider quite abit boring..

After movie..we really dont know where to go..so we decided to go Tampinese 1 since we never been there before. Once i reached there..I was like..haiz..so many ppl..Actually nothing much to shop lor, just some new brand from other country only..Went to ate over there..after that went home straight away..lol..Today no boat quay..

OH YA! Thanks Vicki for calling me early in the morning 5am! And also thanks for keep me waiting and waiting for 1 hour! Grr..

Dota..dota..need to improve my dota!

Recovering! WOot..

2009-04-29T13:49:00.004+08:00

Picture Of the day!

Dont get the wrong idea! I know we look perfect match...Haha..Joking joking..Mei and Kor in the pic..oh ya include Alex the hippo and Suhui the stitch!

I think ... 2rd time taking picture with her? Guess so?

Im recovering from the unknown sickness! Yay! So happy! But still got slightly headache whenever i tried to be awake from my tiredness. I was scared..when i met the doc..

Doc: Hi..what happen to ya?
Me: Arlow..I also dont know what happen to me..but my left eyebrown was hurt like hell..Consider as headache, but also not consider as headache..The pain had been with me for 4 days!
Doc: Oh..do you have fever? Cough?
Me: Nope..
*Doc touch my forhead*
Doc: Felt any pain here?
Me: Nope..
Doc: Erm..your blood pressure is normal..
Me: ah den?
Doc: i will give you 2 pills to reduce the pain..But only take the pill when u feel the pain.
Me: I very pain now leh...so should i take the pill now?
Doc: when u reach home den eat ba, try to eat something before taking..
Me: alright thanks..
Doc: oh wait..if u still feel the pain after 2 to 3 days..better come and look for me..I gonna help u to have a URGENT scan of your forhead..
Me: *scare* What the... AH...alright..

The last sentence really scare me! Sound like..Erm..how to say ah? Haha..ah hack care la..as long as im recovering can le..

Jovin Jovin and Jovin! My ke ai de meimei! If ya bf ever bully u again! U better tell me! I dont want u to hide anything from me again hor! Grr..was very very piss after know that ur bf treated u badly last time!

Oh Sihui my other meimei..you're sick yesterday..hope everything is fine..Better rest more and stop ton-ing for the time being! If not im gonna knock ur head hard!

Vicki Vicki...haiz..

Alex..go and die please! Haha..May the hell be with you! Lalala..

X-Cafe..was very relax but boring!

Boat Quay was stress but fun!

St-James was fun but expensive!

Omg..my house was comfortable but nothing to do..grr..

Singapore can ya add something new and nice for us to enjoy?!
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Ah yesterday nite..i had a strange dream..lol alot of people appear in my dream..But the main male and female lead was not me! Haha its Alex and Sihui..The dream was quite blur..But i still can remember clearly..Want to know more? Ask me personally! Haha..Ok dota time! Woot..

Stupid Headache!

2009-04-26T22:18:00.004+08:00

Thanks Alex..u slept 3/4 while me only 1/4..

Couple? OMG!

Very very long time didnt blog..haha due to busy enjoying before my exam start. Haha..Been hanging out with Alex, Sihui and Stupid Vicki recently. Erm, can say Alex and Sihui keep coming to my house and stay overnight..lol! I dont know why they keep coming..

My head damn pain sia! I dont know what happen to my head! Pain for 3 days! If tomorrow i still didnt recover, i think im going to say hi to the doc..Omg..Pain again..omg..

Wondering i can pass my final project? I hope the ans = yes! LOL..

Screw a guy call Zhi Wei..Ass him sia! Borrow money from me..and still dont wanna return! I know its a small amount, but its the matter of trust! You know!? GRR! When he need help, i dont mind to help him, but when i need it..He will just give me tons of stupid reason! OMG..

I wanna download new drama! But i dont know what to watch..anyone wanna intro? Haha..OKOK think i stop now..head started to pain once again!

2k more words!

2009-04-18T18:22:00.003+08:00

i still left 2k words till i finally finish my final project! OMG! FINALLY! Haha..everyone please clap head leh! Damn freaking happening yesterday..

Quarrel with Alex (My bro) .. (due to misunderstanding) ..

Peng Zi got problem with Kenneth .. (Dont know what the hell both of them was thinking) ..

Carol and Han ming quarrel .. (Due to small mistake) ..

Haiz.. But lucky everything settle! WOot! lol..Was shock tat Vicki and Sihui got view my blog.. lol! Aiya no more ugly photo to post liao..so wasted..LOL..I wanna to buy Xbox Joystick! Any kind soul around wanna buy for me! haha..

Yesterday im quite piss off with Ah Zai.. Keep rushing me to go and look for him..ended up he keep disappearing..Next time if u are just looking for my friend..please call his hp..and stop calling me! I'm not ur freaking middle man! Screw up leh..haiz..Dont force me to hate u please..

Now i notice..Actually Peng Zi quite a troublemaker..Finally i know the reason why Kerina wanna siam him.. He really hor..Grr..Will make ppl piss off easily de leh!

Ah ok liao la..its 6.30pm now..guess its time for me to rush my 2k words..and hope it will be done before 9pm!

Yoz yoz and YOZ!

2009-04-15T14:23:00.002+08:00

After level.. me and Kelvin went to eat Chinese buffer! haha

Nothing better to do!

Vicki was sleeping soundly on the sofa during her birthday..lol!

Yoz!!! Im back!! Been so freaking long time since i enter this bloody page! LOL... The reason why i didnt blog? Oh because i was busy doing my, E-commerce assignment, Database assignment, Java assignment (gave up!) and my final project...and now...i left only my final project documentation! After that i can rest for couple of days! WOot! But its not a easy job due to the 100 pages reporting..Screw Greenwich deep deep!

Been real good boi nowaday..Didnt drunk, high at all! LOL..man i did it! haha..But im sad that i cant attend Kimberly's birthday, know she's angry with me...but i really cant be able to make it due to my assignment..Haiz..But during 3am plus...i actually wanna go and look for her but too kinda wasted because i guess she was dead drunk during that time so she didnt reply my 2 message..

Ah saw jie's new camera..OMG how i wish i also own a camera too. My old camera already spoil, and my iphone camera sux! Where's my mummy! Mummy i wanna buy a camera please! Exam is getting closer day by day..I prepare for my exam already? Haha..the answer is..no! I still haven enjoy enough yet! Wait till i enjoy enough then i go study also not that late! (I guess so..haha) Ok..i wanna go toilet now..see ya!

Stress..Very stress!

2009-04-06T02:36:00.002+08:00

Omg..i'm now so bloody stress as my assignment due date getting closer day by day..Now im trying to do my database assignment..Omg..it required Access..And i'm quite noob using access..LOL..but i got few friends who is very helpful, as they willing to help me..Thanks Dong and Fendy..I promise both of ya that..after our assignment, i gonna treat both of u a bottle of martell!

Erm..just now chit chat with Stacey, and get to know quite alot of things from her..Erm..Since Ah Hao really is a nice guy..den forget abt it ba..

Haiz..i dont know what to type now as my brain full of assignment assignment and assignment! omg!! Gonna crazy soon! I think i need to try and do my assignment once again! I'm gonna use Google more often now! Lol..Google hope u can help me with my database this time!

Another day..

2009-04-01T02:22:00.003+08:00

Erm..I dont know why..i'm quite tired but i dont feel like sleeping..Haha..Alot of things keep flashing into my mind..For example my past..I tried to forget everything about my past, but the problem was..i cant..haha..

I notice something..I'm getting more and more anti social. My distance with my buddy was getting far apart. I only know, i had been camping in my room nowaday. I dont feel like meeting other people..I think i'm going crazy soon. But one thing keep flashing my mind is..I wanna faster look for a job and start working. I wanna to own a car and drive around freely.

Oh tomorrow i will be meeting Kim to go library..Haha my main purpose to go library is to research for my assignment. I wanna try to finish my assignment as fast as possible. The more i drag the longer i gonna finish.

I'm getting tired of my life nowaday..i also decided to quit drinking..Erm..dont say quit drinking ba, but to drink less. Because when everytime i drank, i'll get headache the next day. So what for making myself so xingu am i right? I think i'm getting more and more mature day by day. Lol and can say i had learn a lesson from the past i had make.

Now i'm going to put relationship aside and fully concentrate on my study. I really wanna to earn as much as possible. With money, i can buy alot of things i want..I dont wanna use my parent's money anymore..Since i'm a grown up guy..i need to be more independent!

Ok time for me to sleep...I will try to sleep now, so tomorrow i can be able to wake up early and finish off my assignment..I dont wanna waste anymore time now! Night to all my friends..

Oh ya..i just received a msg from Zhu Kai this morning..Zhu Kai, try not to be too sad ok?..I believe that your father will have a peaceful mind and will be enjoying his next new path..This coming Thursday, i will be looking for ya..*hug Zhu Kai*

Erm was it really worth the pain i get?

2009-03-30T00:52:00.002+08:00

Was it worth the the countless hours?
My mind still races and never stops asking.
Then I ask myself was it worth all those beautiful flowers?
Or was something in their color lacking?
Was it worth the time we spent together?
Or was I just replaceable, like old, brown, cheap leather
Did the days in the park mean anything, as the hot warm sun shined down upon my lover?

The numerous memories we had together, you blew away as if light as a feather.
And the fruitful dreams I had of YOU turned to nightmares cold and black
Because the pain I felt from you was worse than searing burns upon my back.
You showed no sorrow, for the heart you turned hallow, so I had no choice but to follow.
So I left my empty heart and tried to take another’s, like you had shown
But the sounds of tears from another heart did nothing to fill my own
Was it worth going through so many others, after my heart was shattered apart?
For the pain still remains in the bottom of my heart.